Adventures in the Liaden Universe

Sharon Lee and Steve Miller

Liaden Timeline

The Updated But Partial Liaden Universe Time Line Updated November 12, 2003 (from Quiet Knives)

Standard Year — Event/Story

-107 (pre Standard) — Crystal Soldier

1118 — “Balance of Trade”

1123 — “Naratha’s Shadow”

1177 — “Sweet Waters”

1293 — “Phoenix”

1313 — Kareen yos ‘Phelium born

1320 — Dutiful Passage enters service

1325 — Er Thom yos ‘Galan born

1326 — Daav yos ‘Phelium born

1327 — Anne Davis born

1335 — Aelliana Caylon born

1339 — “Pilot of Korval”

1346 — “A Choice of Weapons”

1351 — Pat Rin yos ‘Phelium born

1357 — Shan yos ‘Galan born

1359 — Priscilla Delacroix y Mendoza born

Early 1360 — Local Custom

Early 1361 — Scout’s Progress

1362 — Val Con yos ‘Phelium born

1362 — Nova yos ‘Galan born

1365 — Miri Robertson born

1365 — Aelliana Caylon dies

1366 — Daav yos ‘Phelium leaves Liad

1366 — Anthora yos ‘Galan born

1369 — Ren Zel dea ‘Judan born

1373 — “Veil of The Dancer”

1374 — “Heirloom”

1375 — “A Matter of Dreams”, “Moonphase”

1380 — “To Cut an Edge”

1382 — Anne Davis dies

1383 — Er Thom yos ‘Galan dies

Early 1385 — “A Day at the Races”

Early 1385 — “Certain Symmetry”

Late 1385-Early 1386 — Conflict of Honors

1390 — “Changeling”

1392 — Agent of Change

1393 — Carpe Diem, “Quiet Knives”

1393 — Plan B, “Breath’s Duty”, I Dare

Lord of the Dance

It was snowing, of course.

The gentleman looked out the window as the groundcar moved quietly through the dark streets. His streets.

And really, he said to himself irritably, you ought to be able to hit upon some affordable way of lighting them.

“What are you thinking, Pat Pin?” His lady’s voice was soft as the snow, her hand light on his knee. And he was a boor, to ignore her most welcome presence in worries over street lamps.

He leaned back in the seat, placed his hand over hers, and looked into her dark eyes.

“I was thinking how pretty the snow is,” he murmured.

She laughed and he smiled as the car turned the corner — and abruptly there was light, spilling rich and yellow from all of the doors and windows of Audrey’s whorehouse, warming the dark sidewalks and spinning the snowflakes into gold.

“Boss. Ms. Natesa.” Villy bowed with grace, if without nuance, and pulled the door wide. “You honor our house.”

Great gods. Pat Rin carefully did not look at his lady as he inclined his head.

“We are of course pleased to accept Ms. Audrey’s invitation,” he murmured. “It has been an age since I have danced.”

The boy smiled brilliantly. “We hoped you’d be pleased, sir.” He pointed to the left, blessedly returning to a more Terran mode. “You can leave your coats in the room, there, then join everybody in the big parlor.”

“Thank you,” Pat Rin said, and moved off as the bell chimed again, Natesa on his arm.

“Who,” he murmured, for her ear alone, “do you suppose has been tutoring Villy in the Liaden mode?”

“Why shouldn’t he be teaching himself?” she countered, slanting a quick, subtle look into his face. “He admires you greatly, master.”

“Most assuredly he does,” Pat Rin replied, with irony, and paused before the small room which served as a public closet for the clients of Ms. Audrey’s house. Natesa removed her hand from his arm and turned, allowing him to slip the long fleece coat from her shoulders. The remains of snowflakes glittered on the dark green fabric like a spangle of tiny jewels. He shook it out and stepped into the closet.

The hooks and hangers were crowded with a variety of garments: oiled sweaters, thick woolen shirts, scarred spaceleather jackets, and two or three evening cloaks in the Liaden style.

Pat Rin removed his own cloak and hung it carefully over Natesa’s coat. Shaking out his lace, he stepped back into the hallway, where his lady waited in her sun-yellow gown.

He paused, his heart suddenly constricted in his chest. Natesa’s black eyebrows rose, just slightly, and he moved a hand in response to the question she did not voice.

“You overwhelm me with your beauty,” he said. She laughed softly and stepped forward to take his arm again.

“And you overwhelm me with yours,” she answered in her lightly accented High Liaden. “Come, let us see if together we may not overwhelm the world.”

The doors between the public parlor and the visitors’ lounge had been opened and tied back; the furniture moved out of the public parlor and the serviceable beige rug rolled up, revealing a surprisingly wide expanse of plastic tile in a deep, mostly unscarred brown. A refreshment table was placed along the back wall, directly beneath — Pat Rin blinked.

When not pressed into duty as a dance hall, the public parlor of Ms. Audrey’s bordello displayed certain ...works of art... as might perhaps serve to beguile the mind away from the cares of the day and toward the mutual enjoyment of pleasure.

This evening, the walls had been—transformed.

The artwork was gone, or mayhap only hidden behind objects, which, had anyone dared challenge Pat Rin to describe twelve items belonging to Korval that he least expected to find on public display, he would certainly have placed within the top six.

Nursery rugs, they were—the design based upon a star map. Three rugs together formed the whole of the map, the original of which he had himself seen, preserved in Korval’s log books.

One rug had lain on the floor of the nursery at Jelaza Kazone. The second, in the schoolroom at Trealla Fantrol. The third—the third had covered the floor in the small private parlor the boy Pat Rin had shared with his foster-father, Luken bel’Tarda.

And yet on the wall directly across from him—the rug, the very rug, from Trealla Fantrol. And on the wall to his right, the rug from Jelaza Kazone.

Carefully, Pat Rin turned his head, and—yes, there on the wall behind them was the rug from his childhood, looking just as it always had, close-looped and unworn, its colors as bright as—

“Pat Rin?” Natesa murmured. “Is something amiss?”

He shook himself, and turned his head to smile at her.

“Merely—unexpected, let us say.” He waved a languorous hand. “What a crush, to be sure!”

This was not strictly the case. Still, the big parlor was comfortably crowded, the conversation level somewhat louder than one might perhaps have expected at a similar gathering in Solcintra. Bosses of several of the nearer territories were present, including Penn Calhoon, as well as the Portmaster, and a good mix of local merchants.

Across the room, white hair gleaming in the abundant light, his cousin Shan stood in deep conversation with Narly Jempkins, chairman of the nascent Surebleak Mercantile Union.

“We arrive among the last, as suits our station,” Natesa said softly, which bait he ignored in favor of inclining his head to their hostess, who was approaching in a rustle of synthsilk, her pale hair intricately dressed, and an easy smile on her face.

“Boss. Natesa. I’m real glad you could come.”

“Audrey.” Natesa smiled and extended a hand, which the older woman clasped between both of hers.

“Winter has been too long,” Natesa said. “How clever of you to think of a dance!”

Audrey laughed. “Wish I could say it was all my idea! Miri was the one put the seed in my head, if you want the truth. Said she had too much energy and no place to spend it, which I’ll say between the three of us ain’t the usual complaint of new-birthed mothers.”

“Miri is an example to us all,” Pat Rin murmured, which pleasantry Audrey greeted with another laugh.

“Ain’t she just—and your brother’s another one! When I invite a man to a dance and I don’t expect him to bring his keyboard and set up with the band. That’s just what he’s done, though—take a look!” She pointed down the room, where was collected a fiddle, a guitar, a drum set, a portable omnichora — and several musicians wearing what passed for stage finery on Surebleak, clustered about a slender man in a ruffled white shirt and formal slacks that would have been unexceptional at any evening gather in Solcintra.

It had been ...disconcerting... to find that Audrey, with the rest of Pat Rin’s acquaintance on Surebleak, assumed that Val Con, his cousin and his Delm, was in fact his younger brother, brought in to care for the transplanted family business while the Boss undertook the important task of putting the streets in order.

As the misapprehension only amused Miri, and Val Con’s sole comment on the matter was a slightly elevated eyebrow, Pat Rin gave over attempting to explain their actual relationship and resigned himself to having at his advanced age acquired a sibling.

“For a time, he and Miri sang for their suppers,” he said now to Audrey. “Perhaps he misses the work.”

“Could be,” she answered, as the sound of footsteps and voices grew louder in the hall behind them. She sent a look over his shoulder, extended a hand and patted his sleeve lightly.

“The two of you go on in and circulate. Dancing ought to be starting up soon.”

Thus dismissed, Pat Rin followed Natesa deeper into the parlor.

Ms. Audrey’s big parlor, already crowded, grew more so. Deep in a discussion with Etienne Borden and Andy Mack, which involved freestanding solar batteries, and the benefits of light level meters over mechanical timers, Pat Rin still registered an abrupt lowering of the ambient noise and looked around, thinking that the promised music was at last about to begin. But no.

It was his mother entering the room, on the arm of no one less than Scout Commander ter’Meulen, dressed for the occasion in High House best, his face oh-so-politely bland, and his mustache positively noncommittal.

Pat Rin, who had all his life known Scout ter’Meulen, could only wonder at the reasons behind such a display—not to mention the why and wherefore of Lady Kareen accepting his arm for anything at all. They were neither one a friend of the other, though it had always seemed to Pat Rin that the greater amusement was on Clonak’s side and the greater dislike on his mother’s. Surely—

Audrey bustled forward to welcome these newest arrivals, her high, sweet voice easily rising above the other conversations in the room.

“I knew you’d turn the trick, Mister Clonak!” she said gaily, patting him kindly on the shoulder. This was apparently a dismissal, as Clonak adroitly disengaged himself from the lady’s arm, took two steps into the parlor and was lost in the general crush.

Audrey turned to face Kareen squarely, and Pat Rin’s stomach tightened, as he contemplated disaster. Even had he not counted Audrey a friend, he thought, it was surely no more than his duty to stand between her and Lady Kareen yos’Phelium, in the same way that it was his duty as Boss to stand between the residents of his streets and mayhem.

He murmured something quick and doubtless unintelligible to the Colonel and the assistant portmaster, and slipped through the press of bodies, moving as quickly as he was able.

“Lady Kareen,” Audrey said clearly. “Be welcome in my house.”

It was the proper sentiment, properly expressed, thought Pat Rin, working his way forward. Though what—and from whom—his mother might exact as Balance for being made welcome at a whorehouse—

“Well met, cousin!” Val Con murmured, astonishingly slipping his arm through Pat Rin’s. “Where to in such a rush?”

“If you would not see a murder done—or worse—” Pat Rin hissed into the frigid silence that followed Audrey’s greeting—”let me tend to this!”

“Nay I think you wrong both our host and your lady mother,” Val Con said tranquilly, his grip on Pat Rin’s arm tightening. “Besides, the hand is dealt.”

“You know what my mother is capable—”

“Peace,” his cousin interrupted. “My aunt is about to play her first card.”

“Who speaks?” Lady Kareen’s Terran was heavily accented, but perfectly intelligible; her tone as frigid as the wind in high winter.

It was of course quite mad to even consider that he might extricate himself from the brotherly embrace of one who was both a pilot and a Scout. Nonetheless, Pat Rin took a careful breath to camouflage his shift of weight—and felt warm fingers around his unencumbered hand. He looked down, equally dismayed and unsurprised to see Miri grinning up at him, grey eyes glinting.

“Take it easy, Boss,” she whispered. “Audrey’s good for this.”

He began to answer, then closed his mouth tightly. The fact that this had been planned—that Audrey had been coached on form and manner...

“That’s right,” their host was saying equitably to his mother. “You won’t know that. I’m Audrey Breckstone, boss of this house. I’m happy to see you.”

Not for nothing did Lady Kareen stand foremost among the scholars of the Liaden Code of Proper Conduct. She not only knew her Code, but she practiced it, meticulously Rather too meticulously, as some might think. But there was perhaps, Pat Rin thought now, an advantage—to Audrey, to the house, and to Kareen herself—in an extremely nice reading of Code in regard to this particular circumstance.

It was not for a mere son to say what weights and measures were called into consideration as his mother stood there, head tipped politely to one side, face smooth and emotionless, but surely the unworthy scholar who had studied Code at her feet might make certain shrewd and informed guesses.

Whether Audrey possessed the native genius to have added that guileless, “I’m happy to see you,” to her introduction, or whether she had been coached in what she was to say mattered not at all. That she had uttered the phrase in apparent sincerity placed her melant’i somewhat in regard to the melant’i of Kareen yos’Phelium. Here was, in fact, a delm—at most—or a head of Line—at least—so secure in her own worth and the worth of her house that she not only welcomed, but was happy to receive, the burden of a visit from a high stickler who might ruin her and hers with a word.

Or, to phrase the matter in the parlance of Sunbleak, Audrey had in essence said to Kareen: I see that you’re armed, and I’m your equal.

“I am pleased to accept the greeting of the house,” Lady Kareen stated, and bowed—Expert to Expert—which allowed a certain limited equality between herself and her host, and placed a finer measuring into the future, after more data had been gathered and weighed.

To her credit—or that of her tutor—Audrey did not attempt to answer the bow. Instead, she smiled, and offered her arm.

“There’s going to be music and dancing for the youngers in just a bit, now,” she said. “But I’m betting that a woman of good sense would like to have a glass of wine in her hand.”

There was a slight hesitation as Kareen performed the mental gymnastics necessary to untangle this, then she stepped forward and placed her hand lightly on Audrey’s sleeve.

“Thank you,” she said austerely. “A glass of wine would be most welcome.”

The two ladies moved off toward the refreshment table as the rest of the guests shook themselves and returned to interrupted conversations.

Pat Rin remembered to breathe.

“See?” Miri gave his hand a companionable squeeze before releasing him, and sending another grin up into his face. “Piece o’cake.”

“As an author of the joke you might well say so,” he replied, with feeling. “But consider how it might seem to those who had no—

“Indeed, it was ill-done of us,” Val Con murmured, slipping his arm away. “We had not taken into account that your duty would place you between the two ladies.”

Pat Rin turned to stare, and Val Con inclined his head, for all the worlds like a proper Liaden, and murmured the phrase in high Liaden—”Forgive us, cousin. We do not intend to distress you, but to attain clarity.”

Sighing, Pat Rin also inclined his head, “It is forgotten,” rising reflexively to his lips.

“Next time, we’ll send you a clue ahead of time,” Miri said.

He eyed her. “Must there be a next time?”

“Bound to be,” she answered, not without a certain amount of sympathy. Her eyes moved, tracking something beyond his shoulder.

“Band’s settin’ up,” she said to Val Con.

“Ah,” he returned, and lifted an eyebrow “Cousin, I am wanted at my ‘chora.”

“By all means, go,” Pat Rin told him. “Perhaps Ms. Audrey will induce my mother to stand up with Andy Mack.”

The band played surprisingly well, and in a rather wider range than Pat Rin had expected, fiddle and guitar at the fore, Val Con’s omnichora weaving a light, almost insubstantial, background.

At Ms. Audrey’s insistence, he and Natesa had stood up for the first dance—a lively circle dance not dissimilar to the nescolantz, which had been a staple at young people’s balls when he had been considerably younger. He spied Ms. Audrey, with Lady Kareen and Luken bel’Tarda at her side, observing the pattern of the dance from the edge of the rug. Further on, Clonak ter’Meulen was in animated conversation with Uncle Daav and Cheever McFarland.

At the end of the first dance, he relinquished Natesa to Priscilla with a bow, and started for the refreshment table. He’d scarcely gone three steps before his hand was caught.

“Come,” said his cousin Nova. “I claim you for the next dance!”

“Ah, do you?” He laughed, and allowed himself to be led back onto the floor. “Then let us hope the band pities me and produces a less spirited number!”

Alas, his wish had not reached the ears of the band leader, for the next dance was something akin to a jig, requiring intricate footwork which he learned from step to step by the simple expedient of observing Nova and reproducing her movement.

He’d done the same thing many times in the past, of course—a person of melant’i would naturally take care to acquire the movements of a variety of dances, so that he might do his proper duty as a guest; however, no one but a scholar of the form could hope to know the intricacies of all possible dances. A quick eye and a flair for mimicry were therefore skills that a young person who wished to move without offense through Solcintra’s party season would do well to acquire.

Having survived the jig unbloodied, Pat Rin bowed to his fair partner, handed her off to his Uncle Daav, and turned, setting his sights on a glass of wine and perhaps more discussion of solar arrays with Andy Mack, who he could see speaking with Clonak to the left of the refreshment table.

This time, he was claimed by a smiling Villy who led him back out onto the floor with something very like a skip in his step. At least, Pat Rin thought, the gods were at last kind: It was a square dance, with he and Villy facing off as sides one and two, with Shan and Priscilla taking up the third side and the fourth.

The slower pace was more than balanced by a complex, cumulative pattern of exchanges with one’s partner, thus: step forward, touch right hands, step back/step forward, touch right hands, then left, step back—and so on, until the tune turned on itself and one began to subtract a gesture at the exchange, and each dancer was at last back in their place, having regained all that had been given.

The music stopped the instant the second partner pair fell back into place. There was a moment of tension, as if the dancers awaited another phrase from the musicians—then laughter, and light applause. Their little square evaporated, Pat Rin moving with determination toward the refreshment table, Shan and Priscilla amiably keeping pace. He was sincerely thirsty now, and thinking in terms of a cool glass of juice.

“Do you find the party agreeable?” he asked Priscilla.

“Perfectly agreeable,” she said, with a seriousness that was belied by the glimmer of a smile in her eyes. “Ms. Audrey said that she meant to host the dance of the winter.”

“Which we thought would be no great challenge.” Shan continued. “There being so few dances held in the winter. Or the summer. Or the spring, come to belabor it.”

Pat Rin considered him. “If you find a lack, cousin, you might host a ball or two yourself.”

“Well, I might,” Shan allowed. “If it weren’t for the fact that the Delm has some foolish notion in his head about bringing Surebleak up to a midtier spaceport, with a timetable of roughly right now. Perhaps he’s spoken to you on the subject?”

“He has,” Pat Rin said, “and I must say that the Delm and I are as one on the matter.”

“Well, then, what choice have I—a mere master trader!—commanded as I am by both the Delm of Korval and the Boss of Surebleak? Duty, as always, must bow before pleasure, and so it is that tomorrow I regretfully shake the snow of Surebleak from my boots and betake myself to Terran Trade Commission headquarters, there to enlist their aid in the Delm’s necessity. There will be no dances held at yos’Galan’s house—had we a house, which of course, we don’t—until my task is done. Unless, Priscilla, you would care to host a ball or six while I’m gone?”

“I thought I’d go with you, instead,” his lifemate replied in her calm deep voice. “To keep you and Padi out of trouble.”

This was news. Pat Rin looked up. “Your heir accompanies you on this mission?”

Shan grinned, silver eyes glinting. “Now, pity me, truly. Bearding the Terran Guild is as nothing when measured against the prospect of introducing one’s daughter to the intricacies—not to say the politics—of trade.”

They had reached the refreshment table. Pat Rin poured wine for the two of them, and a glass of cider for himself, then inclined his head as Shan moved off to answer a hail from Portmaster Liu—and again a moment later as Priscilla was called over to join Thera Calhoon, Penn’s lady wife.

Momentarily alone, Pat Rin sighed, had another sip of cider, and closed his eyes. Now that he had extricated himself from dancing, the band was—of course!—playing smooth and undemanding strolling music, the voice of the omnichora somewhat stronger than it had been previously.

Opening his eyes, Pat Rin looked out over the crowded dance floor. Uncle Daav was dancing with Natesa, Nova with Clonak ter’Meulen, and Villy with Etienne Borden. He sipped more cider and reminded himself that it was a boon to be warm in the depths of Surebleak’s winter.

“Hey, there, Boss.” Miri’s cheerful voice interrupted his reverie. “Feeling OK?”

He considered her gravely, one eyebrow up, which only widened her grin.

“You look like Daav when you do that,” she said, reaching around him for the cider bottle.

“There’s punch, if you’d rather,” Pat Rin murmured, and Miri laughed as she poured cider into a cup.

“Think I don’t know better’n Audrey’s punch?” she asked.

“The wine, then,” Pat Rin countered. “It’s quite pleasant.”

She sent a sparkling glance up into his face. “Oughta be, considering it came out of our cellar.” She sipped. “That’s good,” she sighed, and gestured vaguely with the cup. “Only way we could get Shan to come was to promise there’d be something drinkable on the table.”

“Doubtless,” Pat Rin said dryly, and she laughed again.

“Cut a fine figure out on the floor,” she commented, her eyes on the languid dancers. “Bet you could dance all night, if there was need.”

It was his turn to laugh, softly. “I hope that I do not shame my host or my lady,” he murmured. “But I have long since given over dancing until dawn.”

“Not quite ‘til dawn, I’m guessing,” Miri said, as the music swept into a crescendo, the ‘chora’s voice suddenly and achingly clear. She knocked back the last of her cider and put the cup on the table.

Pat Rin glanced at his cup, finished the last swallow and thought about pouring another before he went in search of Andy Mack, and—

“Over here!” Miri called, and put her hand on his arm.

Pat Rin went still. “What?” he snapped.

“Easy. It ain’t nothin’ more than this special dance Audrey has it in her head we all gotta do together. Family thing.”

“I have already danced—”

“One more!” Villy cried, arriving in a swirl of exuberance. “You have to, sir! You’re the Boss!”

“Ah.” He considered the boy’s flushed face. “How if I appoint Boss Calhoon to stand up in my place?”

“Won’t work,” Mid said. “Penn gets the least bit warm and his glasses fog up on him.”

“Besides not being family?” he asked, but she only grinned, and nodded toward the floor, where stood surely all the members of Clan Koval present at the party, saving herself, Val Con, and Lady Kareen, who was at the edge of the rug, between Clonak ter’Meulen and Andy Mack, her face so perfectly bland that Pat Rin shivered.

“Miri...” he began, but she was gone, walking toward the group assembled in a loose circle at the center of the floor.

“Come on, sir!” Villy tugged his hand. “They’re waiting for you!”

It was on the edge of his tongue to snap that they might wait for him until the snow melted. However, good manners overcame bad grace, and he allowed himself to be led out onto the floor. Hoots and whistles came from some of the spectators on the rug, and Lady Kareen’s face grew blander still.

At the edge of the circle, Villy relinquished his hand, bowed his liquid, meaningless bow, and skipped back toward the refreshment table.

Pat Rin gave a sigh—and another as Natesa came forward to put her hand on his arm.

“A round dance, my love,” she murmured, as she eased him into the circle. “Audrey has asked us most especially to honor her.”

If one’s host desired it, there was nothing more to be said. And certainly he was able for one more dance. Still... He looked into Natesa’s eyes.

“Do I know this dance, I wonder?” he murmured.

She smiled. “I believe you will find that you do,” she answered, and guided him to a gap in the circle between Nova and Priscilla. Having seen him situated, she moved away, slipping into place between Luken and Daav, and smiling at him across the circle.

The drummer beat out a rapid tattoo, sticks flashing, and struck the cymbal a ringing blow, the sound quickly muffled by a cunning hand on the rim.

The room stilled admirably as Ms. Audrey walked out onto the floor, head high, back straight, as proud and as easy as any delm might be within the jewel of her own entertainment.

She raised her hands and spun slowly, showing herself to all gathered.

“You might be wondering,” she said conversationally to the room at large, “why it is that I decided to throw a party in the middle of the winter. One reason is that Miri Robertson over here was getting the silly-stirs, her being a woman who had to go offworld to find enough going on to keep her busy—” She paused to let the general laughter die back, then tipped her head and smiled.

“There’s two other reasons for this gathering, though. And I’m thinking they’re both important enough to want some explaining.

“So, the next reason for the party is that we’re in the middle of a special kinda winter. The first winter in my memory and in all of yours where there ain’t a turf war going on, when the road to the spaceport stands open for its whole length, and where there are not less than five Bosses in this room right now.”

Much shouting, stamping, and whistling erupted. At the edge of the rug, Andy Mack reached out, grabbed Penn Calhoon’s arm and yanked it high into the air. Here and there around the room, the other Bosses were being given similar treatment. The applause ebbed, then swelled again, going on until the drummer rapped out a short, sharp rebuke.

Ms. Audrey waited while the room quieted, then held up her hands.

Silence fell, more or less immediately, and she grinned broadly.

“That’s right. Now, you’ll remember I said three reasons and here’s the third—” She turned, bringing the room’s attention to the circle of Korval, standing ready at the center of the dance floor.

“Boss Conrad and his organization are the reason we can have this party, now, in the middle of winter, without worrying we’ll attract the attention of a rival fatcat.” She looked around the room, spinning slowly on her heel.

“Remember this. Remember this night, this party. And remember who made it all happen.”

The room was utterly quiet for the beat of three, then Andy Mack called out from Lady Kareen’s side, “First of many nights just like it!”

“First of many!” The room took up the cry, hurled it against the ceiling, sustained it—

Once again, the drummer intervened. The shouting subsided slowly, and by the time quiet was more or less achieved, Ms. Audrey was making one of the little group about lady Kareen, her arm tucked companionably through Clonak’s, and Cheever McFarland had waded out of the rugbound observers and onto the dance floor.

It was rare, Pat Rin thought, that one saw Cheever McFarland dressed in other than utilitarian clothing—tough sensible trousers and shirt in neutral colors, sturdy boots, and the inevitable jump pilot’s jacket. Tonight, however—tonight, the big Terran positively turned heads as he moved toward their small circle.

The theme was black—a silk shirt so deep that it shone like onyx, with no ruffles or ballooning sleeves which might entangle a pilot, while the trousers were not so tight as to bind, should a pilot need to move quickly, nor the shiny black boots too snug, should a pilot need to run.

Over the shirt was not the usual battered spaceleather jacket but a vest in opalblue brocade, embroidered with silver rosebuds.

Someone from the group on the rug whistled; Pat Rin suspected Andy Mack. Cheever only grinned his easy grin and raised a big, unringed hand.

“Now, what we’re going to be doing here is something like what’s called a round dance in Boss Conrad’s hometown, and what they called a cue dance back when I learned how, at pilot school. Either name makes sense—a round dance on account it moves ‘round in a circle and a cue dance on account there’s somebody stands outside the circle, who’s got what you might call the big picture, and they’re the one responsible for shouting out signals about what steps to dance.” He put his hand on his chest, and the drummer executed a long, showy roll, which got a laugh from those watching, and a grin from Cheever himself

“Boss Conrad and his kin, they learned round dancin’ because where they come from it’s what polite people learn to dance. Me, I learned in a piloting seminar because we was bored and needed some legal way to work it off. That being the case, the cues are a little different.

“So, what we’re gonna do is show you a round dance like Boss Conrad learned it, and then a cue dance like I did.”

“Where’d Miri learn how?” somebody—Pat Rin didn’t recognize the voice—called from the back.

“From the Boss’ brother,” Miri sang back. “You?”

The drummer hit the block twice and struck the cymbal hard, to general laughter.

“Any more questions?” Cheever called, and continued without taking a breath. “Fine. We’re ready whenever the band gets around to it.”

Immediately, the omnichora launched six bright notes, like skyrockets, toward the hidden winter sky, the fiddle player spun clear around and enthusiastically put her bow across the strings, the guitarist plucked out a quick pattern of sound and the drummer beat the rim, counting out three, six, twelve.

The music shifted, twisted, slowed...

“Bow to your partner,” Cheever directed, against the mannerly rising of “Tiordia’s Stroll.”

Pat Rin received Nova’s bow, bowing to her in turn. At Cheever’s instruction, they joined hands, crossed, turned, and slid two steps forward, two steps right, three steps backward, three left, crossed, turned, and changed partners. Pat Rin’s left hand slipped out of Nova’s as his right hand met Priscilla’s. He and his new partner stepped together, then apart, changed sides and danced four steps left and five steps back, six steps forward, four steps right...

Relaxed and smiling, Pat Rin performed his part in the dance with ease, warmed and oddly comforted by the familiar movements. He did, in that portion of his mind neither attentive to nor lulled by the dance, own himself astonished to find Cheever McFarland so able a dance master. Truly, he thought, as he and Priscilla crossed and turned; there is no end to the good pilot’s talents....

The dance continued its pleasant course, until each dancer had partnered with every other dancer in the set. Perfectly on-cue, he left Luken’s side, his hand finding Nova’s precisely on the beat. They turned, crossed, and dropped hands to the caller’s commands, and bowed, holding it for twelve beats, and straightening just as the last note from the ‘chora trembled into silence.

The room was entirely quiet as they straightened, and in that moment, Pat Rin saw his mother, attended now by no one less than Portmaster Liu. Her face was calm, perhaps even relaxed, as if the dance had soothed her as well. She inclined her head slightly in his direction, then turned to address the Portmaster.

A wholly unexceptional procedure, Pat Rin thought, and not at all too much effort to expend for the pleasure of one’s host. He was slightly warm, but nothing that another glass of cider couldn’t put—

“All right,” Cheever McFarland was saying, his big voice shattering the quiet. “That’s what a round dance looks in Boss Conrad’s old turf. Now we’re gonna show you how I learned it. First thing you’ll notice is different, is the cues. Pilots, they can’t leave anything alone if there’s a way to maybe tweak it. Next thing you’ll notice is there’s some extra bits added in, ‘cause pilots tend toward boredom and makin’ trouble if they don’t have six things to do at the same time.”

Pat Rin frowned and turned to cock an eyebrow at Nova, who replied with a bland glance that would have done justice to his mother.

“Last thing,” Cheever was saying, “is that pilots? They’re competitive. So this dance, it’s a kind of a contest, too.”

Contest? thought Pat Rin, feeling his stomach tighten. He looked across the circle for Natesa, but she was turned away, watching something in the room beyond.

“Just as soon as the band’s ready,” Cheever said.

The drummer snapped out a twelve-count, then the guitar came in, followed by the fiddle, the omnichora singing softly in support. The tune was somewhat brisker than “Tiordia’s Stroll”—and completely unfamiliar.

“Acknowledge your co-pilot,” Cheever instructed, and Pat Rin turned to exchange bows with Nova, who smiled at him.

“Comp—” he began, but—

“Check your board,” Cheever called, which Pat Rin’s feet somehow knew to be a glide and change sides. “Bring up the screens!”

Warned by the set of Nova’s hip, Pat Rin managed to spin as instructed, though raggedly.

“Strap in,” Cheever instructed. Nova’s hand moved, Pat Rin caught it in his; they turned, separated—

“Lift!”—each danced six steps to their right—”Establish orbit!”—a half turn, so Pat Rin was looking over Nova’s shoulder at the starry rug that had covered the floor in Luken’s small private parlor in their quarters above the warehouse—

“Outer ring adjust,” Cheever said. Pat Rin kept his place while Nova slid three steps to left. His view of the rug was now unimpeded.

“Lay in coords!” Cheever called.

Lay in—

But Cheever was giving the coordinates. Rapidly. Pat Rin focused on the rug—on the map —found the first coord, slid forward two steps, located the second, slipped to the left three steps, the third—the third? There!—and forward again, four steps.

“Roll starboard!” came the instruction, and Pat Rin spun to the right with the rest, noting in a sort of mental gasp that the music was moving quicker now, that the ‘chora’s voice was louder, and the fiddle’s entirely gone.

“Lay in coords!”

This time, it wasn’t a complete shock; Pat Rin had time to face the map—the less familiar rug that had graced the schoolroom floor at Trealla Fantrol—and focus before Cheever intoned the first coord, then another, and another—a set of six full coordinates this time, and Pat Rin slipped, spun, circled, and lunged as directed, finishing the sequence damp and limp, but oddly triumphant. He hadn’t missed a step!

Luken, however, had not had the same good fortune. Pat Rin spied him walking away from the circle, Andy Mack leaving the crowd at the edge of the rug to meet him—then Cheever called them to roll once more and he was facing the map from Jelaza Kazone.

The music was much too quick now, Pat Rin thought, tucking up his lace, and shaking his hair out of his eyes. More a jig than a round dance, which the ‘chora gave shape in a continuing twisty flow of brilliantine notes.

Val Con must be ready to drop, he thought—and there was another thought, linked to that—but it was lost in the need to accept the coordinates, and he plotted his course with his feet and his hips, barely registering when Miri dropped out at the eighth coord—and Priscilla, at the twelfth.

The next round came and as he glimpsed the nearest celestial rug, he all but felt the controls beneath his hands; in truth he missed the cabin of Fortune’s Reward, as he missed the thrust against his back, and the comfort of sitting First Board. The rug was before him, and another as he danced, and the calculations went thus and so and turn and step, and by rights now there should be Jump glare and stars on the screens ahead, and stars behind, with stars underfoot, and a planet to find.

But the dance—

“Orient!” Cheever called, and the four remaining dancers came together in the center, joined hands, ran— too fast! Pat Rin thought, with a sudden spike of panic—’round, three times, six—

“Establish orbit!”

As one, they dropped hands, each spinning away from every, two-four-six revolutions, and came to rest, facing—the entranced spectators.

At the fore of them all stood his mother, considering him with a sort of distant interest, as one might inspect an insect.

“Check your board!” Cheever directed, and Pat Rin executed the required glide and change, aware of the weight of his limbs. It was hot, and his head ached, and, really he had every reason to be tire. The omnichora shouted, notes streaming like lift beacons, and there was Miri next to his mother, and Priscilla approaching—

“Lay in coords!”

There was no map this time. Pat Rin closed his eyes. Cheever chanted the coordinates—a short set of three. Forward, back, turn left—

“Sign your co-pilot!”

Pat Rin extended a hand—and his eyes snapped open in astonishment as it was caught in a warm grip.

“Well done!” Uncle Daav whispered, under cover of the music, and—

“Clear your board!”

The two of them crossed, separated, and came back together.

“Lock it down!”

Natesa’s fingers wove comfortably with his. Shan, on her other side, extended his hand and caught Daav’s free hand.

“Dim the lights,” Cheever said softly, and the four of them walked sedately widdershins, three times, the ‘chora slowing, slowing, almost down to a proper round... “Open hatch.”

Obediently, they dropped hands.

“Go to town,” Cheever all-but-whispered, and the four of them turned to face the rug and those watching, as the ‘chora finished with a flurry and a flare—and the shouts and whistles began.

Pat Rin shook his lace out and reached for his glass. With Natesa’s connivance, he’d slipped through the crowd to the back room that had been set aside for the band’s use. Finding a bottle of autumn wine before him, he poured and sipped, and sipped once again before making the attempt to make himself seemly.

The dance—the dance had been an odd thing, to be sure; in memory not nearly so harrowing as in actuality. Had it gone on much longer, he had no doubt but that he would have joined Luken, Miri, and Priscilla at his mother’s side.

He paused, frowning, recalling the moment when he had met his mother’s eyes...

“Ah, here he is, keeping the wine to himself!” Clonak ter’Meulen’s voice overfilled the little room. Pat Rin sighed, and turned to face not only the portly Scout, but Luken and Daav, and Shan, Priscilla, Natesa, Andy Mack, Nova, Cheever, Miri—and Val Con, green eyes sparkling, the renegade lock of hair sticking damply to his forehead.

“Well met, cousin,” he murmured, and Pat Rin held out his glass.

“I thought the ‘chora was overextended,” he said. “Drink.”

“My thanks.” Val Con took the glass and sipped; sighed. Pat Rin considered him, doing a different sort of calculation.

“More clarity?” he asked, but it was Miri who answered.

“No complaints, Boss. Sent you a clue, fair and square,” she said.

He eyed her. “Hardly in advance.”

“But in advance, nonetheless,” Val Con said, with a note of finality in his quiet voice. “Come, let us not bicker. There is business to be done—and quickly, so that Clonak is not long kept from the wine.”

“That’s a touching regard for my well-being,” Clonak said, and suddenly pulled himself up straight, looking not so pudgy, nor foolish at all.

“Pat Rin yos’Phelium Clan Korval,” he intoned, the syllables of the High Tongue falling cool and sharp from his lips, “has stated in the hearing of pilots and of master pilots not once but several times that he holds a first class limited license under false pretenses. The pilot’s solo rating flight was conducted in a Korval safe-ship, programmed to fly, should there be no pilot available. Pat Rin yos’Phelium has stated his belief that it was the ship which overcame the challenges of the pilot’s solo, not the pilot.” Clonak gave Pat Rin a level look.

“These are serious concerns and the pilot erred not in laying them before master pilots. Therefore, and after consultation, it was agreed that a retesting should be done. The testing is now completed, and I call upon the master pilots present to render their opinions: is Pat Rin yos’Phelium Clan Korval a pilot or does he hold a license wrongly? Speak, masters!”

Daav stepped forward, black eyes serious.

“Though he is perhaps not as conversant with the basic coord book as might be desirable, it is my estimation as a master pilot that Pat Rin yos’Phelium is worthy of the license he carries.” He fell back a step, cocking an eyebrow at Andy Mack, lounging against the wall. The lanky pilot shook his head, white hair moving softly across his shoulders, and took a sip of his beer.

“Been sayin’ it, ain’t I? Boy’s a pilot. Tell by lookin’ at him.”

Shan stepped forward. “It is my estimation as a master pilot,” he said seriously, “that Pat Rin yos’Phelium is worthy of the license he carries.” He fell back a step, and Priscilla came forward, then Nova, Cheever and at last Natesa, who made her declaration with the cool, emotionless intonation of a Judge, then smiled at him and stepped forward to take his hand.

“You did well, Pat Rin,” she murmured.

“In fact,” said Clonak, “he did. I say this as one who doubted the damn’ dance would work out at all, but young Shadow carried the day. So.” He looked sharply at Pat Rin. “In my estimation as a master pilot, having observed the whole of the testing, Pat Rin yos’Phelium is worthy of the license he carries and I’ll thank you to stop doubting yourself, you young whippersnapper! Between you and your lady mother, you’re a devil’s brew, make no mistake!”

Pat Rin blinked. “My mother?”

“It happens,” Priscilla said surprisingly, “that Lady Kareen is, after all, of the dramliza. She appears to have only one talent, which is rare, but not unknown.”

Pat Rin looked at her, foreknowing... “And that talent is?”

Priscilla smiled at him. “She may impose her will—to a very limited extent—upon the unwary.” Her smiled deepened. “And now that you are warned, you are armed.”

His mother a dramliza? It was only slightly mad, Pat Rin thought, considering the facts of Shan and Anthora in the present generation. But that one talent ...

“I think you are saying that it was my mother’s influence that kept me from qualifying as pilot?”

“At first, boy dear,” Luken said, gently. “By the time you had failed two or three times, you were quite able to fail all on your own.” He smiled, sadly. “It was my sorrow, my boy, that I could never allow you to see anything other than your own unworthiness.”

Pat Rin blinked against tears; Natesa’s finger’s tightened around his. “You did so much else, Father...”

A small pause, and then was Val Con abruptly before him, raising his hand so that Korval’s ring gleamed. Pat Rin lifted an eyebrow. “Korval?”

“You will,” Korval stated, “arrange time to study with Clonak ter’Meulen. You will learn the core coordinates, and such protocols as Scout ter’Meulen finds worthy. You will come to your delm inside of one local year and submit to such verification as may be demanded.”

“Ah. And my streets? My duties as boss?”

Val Con smiled, and put his hand on his lifemate’s shoulder.

“You’ll think of something,” he said.

Pat Rin drew a breath—to say what he hardly knew, or perhaps he meant only to laugh. The opportunity for either, however, was snatched from him by Cheever McFarland.

“Right then,” the big man said. “Time to finish it up.”

The fiddler provided a sprightly, skipping little melody as they filed into the parlor and took up position on a clear space on the rug, Val Con leaving them at the last to tend his ‘chora once more.

Pat Rin stood in the first row of pilots, Natesa on his right, Luken on his left, Daav directly behind. The room was quiet, all eyes on them. Especially Pat Rin saw, were Lady Kareen’s eyes on them, from her position between Audrey and Penn Calhoon. His mother’s face betrayed the faintest hint of boredom, as would perhaps be worthy of an adult who had been teased into attending a gathering of halflings.

The fiddler finished her tune as Cheever McFarland and Miri Robertson stepped up before the rest of them, mercifully blocking Pat Rin’s view of his mother’s face. From behind, the ‘chora began to whisper a faint line of a tantalizingly familiar song. Pat Rin strained his ears, trying to identify the music—then forgot about it as Cheever began to speak.

“I’m going to impose on your patience once more, here, if Ms. Audrey’ll let me,” he said.

In the first row, Audrey laughed, and called out, “It don’t strain my eyes any looking at you, Mr. McFarland! Speak on!”

“Thank you, ma’am.” The big man bent a little at the waist—a bow, Pat Rin thought, Cheever McFarland style—then raised his voice so that it carried to the far corners of the room—and likely the rooms abovestairs, as well.

“Now, I know you all heard me say that pilots is competitive, and you might’ve thought that just meant that them who missed their steps had to drop outta the dance. But there was a little more to it than that. We was also looking to judge who among the pilots dancing had danced best, according to their level, their flight time, and their training. Miri here—you all know Miri’s partnered with the Boss’ brother, right? And when there’s a question comes before either of them, they got this arrangement where both are understood to answer? Makes the family business run smoother. Anyhow, Miri here’s gonna announce the winner.”

Whistles, hoots, and stamping filled the room. The drum tried to bring order, without success, until—

“PIPE. DOWN!” Miri ordered, loud enough to make Pat Rin’s ears ring—and silence fell like a knife.

“That’s better,” she said, m a more conversational tone. “I won’t take long. Just want to say that it’s the judgment of the master pilots we assembled here to watch that the winner of tonight’s competition is—Boss Conrad!”

More noise erupted, shaking the rugs hung against the walls, and he walked forward to stand between Miri and Cheever. Smiling hugely; Villy danced forward with a bouquet of dried leaves tied with bright ribbons and presented it with a bow.

Pat Rin inclined his head, received the offering, and stood while the cheering went on, his eye inexorably drawn to the place where his mother stood, silent and bland-faced.

She met his eyes, her own as hard as stones—and turned her face away.

Pat Rin took a breath — sighed it out, and looked up with a smile as his lady came to his side.

“Shall we go home, love?” she asked, slipping her arm through his.

He looked into her face, and then around the room, heard the drummer begin his count—and looked back to her.

“I believe,” he said, smiling. “That I would like to dance with my lifemate. There are still some hours until dawn.”

Quiet+Knives

The turtles had canceled, the tidy kill-fee deposited to ship’s funds before the message had hit her in box.

Just as well, thought Midj Rolanni, wearily. She sagged back into the pilot’s chair and reached for the cup nestled in the armrest holder. She’d hadn’t really wanted to reconfigure the flight deck for two turtles, anyway.

The ‘toot wasn’t exactly prime grade and being cold didn’t improve it. She drank it anyway, her eyes on the screen, but seeing through it, into the past, and not much liking what she saw.

She finished the cold ‘toot in a swallow, shuddered and threw the cup at the recycler. It hit the unit’s rim, shimmied for a heartbeat, undecided, and fell in, for a wonder. Midj sighed and leaned to the board, saving the turtles’ cancellation with a finger-tap, and accessing the stored message queue.

There wasn’t much there besides the turtles’ message—the transmittal, listing the cargo she’d paid Teyope to carry for her; the credit letter from the bank, guaranteeing the funds, half on cargo transmittal, half on delivery.

And the letter from Kore. Pretty thin letter, really, just a couple lines. Not what you’d call reason for off-shipping a perfectly profitable cargo onto a trader just a little gray—”...just a little gray,” she repeated the thought under her breath—and Teyope did owe her, which even he acknowledged, damn his black heart, so the cargo was in a fine way to arriving as ordered, where ordered, and not a line of the guarantees found in violation.

She hoped.

Her hand moved on its own, fingers tapping the access, though she could have told the whole of Kore’s note out from heart. Still, her eyes tracked the sentences, few as they were, as if she’d never read them before.

Or as if she hoped they’d say something different this time.

Her bad luck, the words formed the same sentences they had since the first, the sentences making up one spare paragraph, the message of which was—trouble.

Midj. You said, if I ever changed my mind, you’d come. Cessilee Port, Shaltren, on, Saint Belamie’s Day. I’ll meet you. Kore.

“And for this,” she said out loud, hearing her voice vibrate against the metal skin of her ship. “For this, you shed cargo and take your ship—your home and your livelihood—onto Juntavas headquarters?”

It wasn’t the first time she’d asked the question since the letter’s receipt. Sometimes, she’d whispered it, sometimes shouted. Skeedaddle, now. Her ship didn’t tell her nothing, but that she needed to go. She’d promised, hadn’t she?

And so she had—promised. Half her lifetime ago, and the hardest thing she’d done before or since was closing the hatch on him, knowing where he was going. She’d replayed their last conversation until her head ached and her eyes blurred, wondering what she could have said instead, that would have made him understand...

But he had understood. He’d chosen, eyes open, knowing her, knowing how she felt. He’d said as much, and say what you would about Korelan Zar, he was no liar, nor ever had been.

“You go, then.” The memory of her voice, shaking, filled her ears. “If this Job is so important you gotta take up the Juntavas, too—then go. I ain’t gonna stop you. And I ain’t gonna know you, either. Walk down that ramp, Korelan, and you’re as good as dead to me, you hear?”

She remembered his face: troubled, but not anything like rethinking the plan. He’d thought it through—he’d told her so, and she believed him. He’d always been the thinker of the two of them.

“Midj,” he said, and she remembered that his voice hadn’t been precisely steady, either. “I’ve got to. I told you—”

“You told me,” she’d interrupted, harsher maybe in memory than in truth. She remembered she’d been crying by then, with her hand against the open hatch, and the ramp run down to blastcrete, a car waiting, its windows opaqued and patient, a few yards beyond.

“You told me,” she’d said again, and she remembered that it had been hard to breathe. “And I told you. I ain’t comin’ with you. I ain’t putting Skeedaddle into Juntavas service. You want to sell yourself, I guess you got the right. But this ship belongs to me.”

His face had closed then, and he nodded, just once, slung his kit over his shoulder and headed down the ramp. Chest on fire, she’d watched him go, heard her own voice, barely above a whisper.

“Kore...”

He turned and looked up to where she stood, fists braced against her ship.

“You change your mind,” she said, “you send. I’ll come for you.”

He smiled then, so slight she might’ve missed it, if she hadn’t known him so well.

“Thanks, Midj. I’ll remember that.”

In the present, Midj Rolanni, captain-owner of the independent tradeship Skeedaddle, one of a dozen free traders elected as liaison to TerraTrade—respectable and respected—Midj Rolanni drew a hard breath.

Twenty Standards. And Kore had remembered.

She set down as pre-arranged in Vashon’s Yard and walked over to the office, jump-bag on her shoulder.

Vashon himself was on the counter, fiddling with the computer, fingers poking at the keys. He looked up and nodded, then put his attention back on the problem at hand. Midj leaned her elbows on the counter and frowned up at the ship board.

Rebella was in port—no good news, there—and BonniSu, which was better. In fact, she’d actively enjoy seeing Su Bonner, maybe buy her a beer and catch up on the news. Been a couple Standards since they’d been in port together, and Su had bought last time...

“Sorry, Cap,” Vashon said, breaking into this pleasant line of thought. “Emergency order, all good now. What’ll it be?”

All spacers were “Cap” to Vashon, who despite it was one of the best all-around spaceship mechanics in the quadrant—and maybe the next.

“Ship’s Skeedaddle, out of Dundalk,” she said, turning from the board. “Got an appointment for a general systems check. Replace what’s worn, lube the coils, and bring her up to spec—that’s a Sanderson rebuild in there, now, so the spec’s’re—”

“Right, right...” He was poking at the keys again, bringing up the records. “Got it all right here, Cap. How’re them pod-clamps we fitted working out for you?”

“Better’n the originals,” she said honestly, which was no stretch, the originals having seen a decade of hard use before Skeedaddle ever came to her, never mind what she’d put on ‘em.

“Good,” he said absently, frowning down at his screen. “Now, that Sanderson—we have it on-file to tune at ninety percent spec that being efficient enough for trade work, like we talked about. You’re still wantin’—”

“Bring her up to true spec,’’ Midj interrupted, which she’d decided already and, dammit, she wasn’t going to second-guess herself at this hour. If she was a fool, then she was, and it wouldn’t be the first time she’d made the wrong call.

Not even close.

Vashon was nodding, making quick notes on his keypad. “Bring her to true-spec, aye, Cap, will do.” He looked up.

“You’ll be wanting the upgraded vents, then, Cap? If you’re going to be running at spec I advise it.”

She nodded. “Take a look at the mid-ship stabilizer, too, would you? Moving her just now, I thought I noticed a slide.”

“‘Cause you come in without cans,” he said, making another note. “But, sure, we’ll check it—ought to ride stable, cans or no cans.” He looked up again.

“Anything else?”

“That’s all I know about. If you find anything major that needs fixing, I’ll be at the Haven.”

“Haven it is,” he said, entering that into the file, too. “Cash, card, or ship’s credit?”

“Ship’s credit.”

“Right, then.” He gave her a crabbed smile. “She ought to be good to go by the end of the week, barring we find anything unexpected. You can check progress on our stats channel, updated every two hours, local. Ship’s name is your passcode.”

“Thanks,” she said, and shifted the bag into a more comfortable position on her shoulder. “I’ll see you at the end of the week, barring the unexpected.”

She nodded and he did and she let herself out the door that gave onto the open Port.

“Going where?’’ Su Bonner paused with her beer halfway to her mouth.

“Shaltren,” Midj repeated, trying to sound matter of fact, and not at all reassured by the other woman’s decisive headshake.

“Shaltren’s not the place you want to be at this particular point in time, Captain Rolanni, me heart.” Su put her beer down on the table with an audible thud. “Trust me on this one, like you never have before.”

“I trust you plenty,” Midj said, spinning her own beer ‘round the various scars on the plastic tabletop, that being a handy way to not meet her friend’s eyes. “You know I do.”

“Then you’ve given over the idea of going to Shaltren.” Su picked up her beer and had a hefty swallow “Good.”

Midj sighed, still navigating the bottle through the tabletop galaxy.

“So, what’s wrong with Shaltren? Besides the usual.”

“The usual being that it’s Juntavas Headquarters? That’d be bad enough, by your lights and by mine. Lately, though, there’s more. Chairman Trogar, they say, is not well-loved.”

Frowning, Midj glanced up. “Must break his heart.”

“Not exactly, no.” Su had another swallow of beer and shook two fingers at the bartender. “What I heard is, he means to keep it that way. Anybody who talks across him or who doesn’t rise fast enough when he yells ‘lift!’—they’re dead right off. He’s got himself an aggressive expansion plan in motion and he doesn’t mind spending lives—that’s anybody’s but his own—to get what he wants.”

Midj shrugged. “The Juntavas always grabbed what they could.”

The new beers came, the ‘keeper collected Su’s empty, looked a question at Midj and was waved away.

“Not always.” Su was taking her last comment as a debating point. “I’m not saying every decent spacer should sign up onto the Juntavas workforce, but I will say they’ve been getting carefuller in later years. They’re still trading in all the stuff nobody ought, but they haven’t been as gun-happy as they were back in the day...” She raised a hand, showing palm.

“Cold comfort to you and yours, I grant. The fact remains, there was a trend toward less of that and more... circumspection—and now what rises to the top of the deck but Grom Trogar, who wants a return to the bad old days—and looks like getting them.”

“Well.” Midj finished her beer, set the bottle aside, and cracked the seal on the second.

“So,” Su said into the lengthening silence. “You changed your mind about going to Shaltren, right? At least until somebody resets Mr. Trogar’s clock?’’

Midj sighed and met her friend’s eyes. “Don’t see my business waiting that long, frankly.”

“What business is worth losing your ship, getting killed, or both?” Trust Su to ask the good questions. Midj kept her eyes steady.

“You remember Korelan Zar,” she not-asked, and Su frowned.

“Tall, thin fella; amber eyes and coffee-color skin,” she said slowly. “I remember thinking that skin was so pretty-looking.” She fingered her beer. “Your partner, right? He was the one that told you one day he’d take you to Panore for a vacation, right?”

Midj nodded, said nothing.

Su’s sip was nearly a chug, then she continued into the silence.

“Right. Always wondered what happened to him. Never got around to asking. Must be—what? Fifteen, eighteen Standards?”

“Twenty.” Her voice sounded tight in her own cars. “What happened to him was he figured he had to sign on with another crew—he had reasons, they seemed good to him, and that’s all twenty Standards in the past. Thing is, I told him, if he ever needed to ship out—call, and I’d come get him.”

Su was quiet. Midj had a swig of beer, and another.

“And where he is, is Shaltren,” Su said eventually, after she enjoyed a couple of swigs, herself “Midj—you don’t owe him.”

“I owe him—I promised.” She closed her eyes, opened them. “He asked me to come.”

‘‘Shit.” More quiet, then—”How soon?”

St. Belamie’s Day had begun as a joke; at need, it had become a code—he’d remembered that, too, and trusted her to do the same. It was a moving target, calculated by finding the square root of the diameter of Skeedaddle, multiplying by the Standard day on which the message was sent and dividing by twelve. Accordingly, she had about twenty Standard Days on Kago before she lifted for Shaltren.

She’d wanted to time it closer, but there was the ship to be brought up to spec, and she daren’t gamble that Vashon would find nothing wrong. Likely he wouldn’t, but it wasn’t the way to bet, not with Kore waiting for her, with who knew what on his dance card.

“Couple weeks, local,” she said to Su, and the other woman nodded.

“Let’s do this again, before I ship out,” she said, and finished off her beer in one long swallow. She thumped the bottle to the table. “For now, gotta lift. Business.”

“I hear that,” Midj said, dredging up a grin. “I’m at the Haven for the next while, then back on-ship. Gimme a holler when you know you got time for dinner. I’ll stand the cost.”

“Like hell you will,” Su said amiably. She got her feet under her and was gone, leaving Midj alone with the rest of her beer and the tab.

He walked down the ramp easy, not hurrying, a pilot on his way to his ship, that was all. He turned the corner and froze on the edge of the halfway, still out of range of the camera’s wide eye and the woman leaning against the wall, gun holstered, waiting.

Waiting for him, he had no doubt. He knew her—Sambra Reallen—who hadn’t been anybody particular, and now ran in Grom Trogar’s pack; high up in the pack, though not so high that calling attention to herself might get fatal. If she was here, calmly waiting for him go through the one door he had to go through then he was too late.

He nodded, once, turned, and went back up the hall, walking no faster than he had going down, and with as little noise.

Too late, he thought, as he reached street-level. Damn.

There were two ways to play it from here, given that he’d sworn not to be a damn’ fool. The strike for the ship, that might’ve been foolish, though he’d had reason to hope that the fiction of the Judge’s continued residence would cover him. The Judge’s absence would still serve as cover, since he was the Judge’s courier. But the fact that one of Chairman Trogar’s own had been waiting for him—that was bad. He wondered how bad, as he ran his keycard through the coder.

If they’d been waiting for him at the ship, then they likely knew some things. They probably knew that the Judge and most of the household was gone, scattered, along with all the rest of the judges and staff who had managed to go missing before Grom Trogar thought to look for them. It was unlikely that they knew everything—and they’d figure that, too. Which meant he had a bad time ahead of him.

Nothing to help it now—If he ran anywhere on Shaltren, they’d catch him, and the inconvenience would only make his examination worse. If he waited for them, and went peaceably—it was going to be bad. Chairman Trogar would see to that.

If they’d been at the ship, they’d be bere soon, if they weren’t already.

The door to the house slid open.

He stepped inside, playing the part of a man with nothing to fear. His persona had long been established—a bit stolid, a bit slow, a steady pilot, been with the Judge since his itinerant days.

He flicked on the lights—public room empty. So far, so good. They’d take their time coming in— Judges and their crews, after all, had a reputation for being a bit chancy to mess with.

There was a some urgency on him, now. He’d planned for back-up; it was second nature anymore to plan for back-up. At the time it had seemed prudent and, anyway, he’d meant to be gone before it came to that.

Meant to, he thought now, walking quick through the darkened rooms, heading for the comm room and the pinbeam. Meant to isn’t will.

He’d put a life in danger. Might have put a life in danger. If the first message had gotten through. If she hadn’t just read it and laughed.

I’ll come for you, she whispered from memory, the tears running her face and her eyes steady on his. He moved faster now, surefooted in the dark. She’d come. She’d promised. Unless something radical had happened in her life, altering her entirely from the woman he had known—Midj Rolanni kept her promises.

He’d had no right to pull her in on this. Especially this. Even as a contingency back-up that was never going to be called into play. No right at all.

He slapped the wall as he strode into the comm center. The lights came up, showing the room empty—but he was hearing things now Noises on his back path. The sound, maybe, of a door being forced.

Fingers quick and steady, he called up the ‘beam, fed in the ID of the receiver. The noises were closer now—heavy feet, somebody swearing. Somewhere in one of the outer rooms, glass shattered shrilly.

He typed, heard feet in the room beyond, hit send, cleared the log and spun, hands up and palms showing empty.

“If you’re looking for the High Judge,” he said to man holding the gun in the doorway. “He’s not home.”

Vashon not finding anything about to blow down in Skeedaddle’s innards, and the vent upgrade going more smoothly than the man himself had expected, Midj was back on-board in good order inside of eight local days.

She stowed her kit and initiated a systems check, easing into the pilot’s chair with a sigh of relief . The ship was quiet, the only noises those she knew so well that they didn’t register with her anymore, except as a general sense of everything operating as it should. Of all being right in her world, enclosed and constrained as it was.

When she ran with a ‘hand—never with a partner, not after Kore—the noises necessarily generated by another person sharing the space would distract and disorient her at first, but pretty soon became just another voice in the overall song of the ship.

And whenever circumstances had her on-port for any length of time, she came back to the ship with relief her overriding emotion, only too eager to lower the hatch and shut out the din of voices, machinery and weather.

Hers. Safe. Comfortable. Familiar. Down to the ancient Vacation on Incomparable Panore holocard Kore’d given her as a yet unfulfilled promise after one particularly hard trade run.

She’d thought before now that maybe it was time to start charting the course of her retirement. Not that she was old, though some days she felt every Standard she’d lived had been two. But she did have a certain responsibility to her ship, which could be expected to outlive a mere human’s span—hell, it had already outlived two captains, and there wasn’t any reason it wouldn’t outlast her.

She ought to take up a second—a couple of the cousins were hopeful, so she’d heard. The time to train her replacement was while she was still in her prime, so control could be eased over gradual, with her giving more of her attention to TerraTrade, while the captain-to-be took over ship duty, until one day the change was done, as painless as could be for everyone. That’s how Berl took Skeedaddle over from Mam, who had gone back to the planet she’d been born to for her retired years, and near as Midj had ever seen on her infrequent visits, missed neither space nor ship.

Berl, now Midj shook her head, her eyes watching the progress of the systems check across the board. In a universe without violence—in a universe without the Juntavas—Berl would’ve been standing captain yet, and his baby sister maybe trading off some other ship. Maybe she’d been running back-up on Skeedaddle, though that wasn’t the likeliest scenario, her and her brother having gotten along about as well as opinionated and high-tempered sibs ever did.

Still and all, he hadn’t deserved what had come to him; and she hadn’t wanted the ship that bad, having found a post that suited her on the Zar family ship. Suited her for a number of reasons, truth told, only one of them being the younger son, who came on as her partner once she’d understood Berl was really dead, and Skeedaddle was hers.

Full circle.

The board beeped; systems checked out clean, which was nothing more than she’d expected. She had a cold pad spoke for at the public yard; some meetings set up across the next couple days couple of independents on-port she still needed to get to regarding their views on TerraTrade’s proposed “small trade” policies. She’d write that report before she lifted, send it on to Lezly, in case....

In case.

Well.

She reached to the board, opened eyes and cars, began to tap in the code for the office at the public yard—and stopped, fingers frozen over the keypad.

In the top left corner of the board, away from everything else on the board, a yellow light glowed. Pinbeam message waiting, that was.

Most likely it was TerraTrade business, though she couldn’t immediately call to mind anything urgent enough to require a ‘beam. Still, it happened. That’s why emergencies were called emergencies.

She tapped the button, the message screen lit, sender ID scrolled—not a code she recognized, off-hand—and then the message.

Situation’s changed. Don’t come. K

The room was softly lit, his chair comfortable. For the moment, there were no restraints, other than those imposed by the presence of the woman across the table from him.

“Where is the High Judge, Mr. Zar?”

Her voice was courteous, even gentle, despite having asked this selfsame question at least six times in the last few hours.

“Evaluation tour, is what he told me,” he answered, letting some frustration show.

“An evaluation tour,” his interlocutor repeated, a note of polite disbelief entering her cool voice. “What sort of evaluation?”

“Of the other judges,” he said, and sighed hard, showing her his empty hands turned palm up on his knee. “He was going to visit them on the job, see how they were doing, talk to them. It’s a regular thing he does, every couple Standards.” That last at least was true.

“I see.” She nodded. He didn’t know her name—she hadn’t told him one, and she wasn’t somebody he knew. She had a high, smooth forehead, a short brush of pale hair and eyes hidden by dark glasses. One of Grom Trogar’s own—his sister, for all Kore knew or cared.

What mattered was that she could make his life very unhappy, not to say short, unless he could convince her he was behind on brains and info.

“It seems very odd to me,” she said now, conversationally, “that the High Judge would embark on such a tour without his pilot.”

They’d been over this ground, too.

“I’m a courier pilot,” he said, keeping a visible lid on most of his frustration; “not a big ship pilot. I fly courier work, small traders, that kind of thing. I stay here, in case I’m needed.”

She hesitated; he could almost taste her weighing the question of the rest of the household’s whereabouts against his own actions. Questions regarding his actions won out.

“You went to the courier shed this afternoon, is that correct?”

“Yes,” he said, a little snappish.

“Why?” Getting a little snappish, herself.

“I had a ‘beam from the judge, with instructions.”

“Instructions to lift?”

“Yes.”

“And yet you didn’t lift, Mr. Zar. I wonder why not.”

He shrugged, taking it careful here. “There was a guard on the door. It smelled wrong, so I went back to the house and sent a ‘beam to the judge.”

“I see. Which guard?”

He had no reason to protect the woman who’d been waiting for him. On the other hand, he had no reason to tell this woman the truth.

“Nobody I’d seen before.”

She shook her head, but let that line go, too. Time enough to ask the question again, later.

“Once more, Mr. Zar—where is the High Judge?”

“I told you—on evaluation tour.”

“Where is Natesa the Assassin?”

She was trying to throw him off. He gave an irritable shrug. “How the hell do I know? You think a courier assigns judges?”

“Hm. And the destination of the lift you did not make?”

Ile shook his head. “High Judge’s business, ma’am. I’m not to disclose that without his say. If you want to ‘beam him and get his OK...”

She laughed, very softly, and leaned back in her chair, sliding her dark glasses off and holding them lightly between the first and middle fingers of her right hand. Her eyes were large and pale gray, pupils shrinking to pinpoints in the dim light.

“You are good, Mr. Zar—my compliments. Unfortunately, I think you are not quite the dull fellow you play so well. We both know what happens next, I think? Unless there is something you wish to tell me?”

He waited, a beat, two...

She shook her head—regretfully, he thought, and extended a long hand to touch a button on her side of the table. The door behind her slid open, admitting two men, one carrying a case, the other a gun.

The woman rose, languidly, and motioned them forward. Kore felt his stomach tighten.

“Mr. Zar has decided that a dose of the drug is required to aid his memory, gentlemen. I’ll be back in ten minutes.”

Don’t come...

Midj stared at the message, then laughed—the first real laugh she had in—gods, a Standard.

“Don’t come,” she snorted, leaning back in the chair in the aftermath of her laugh. “Tell me another one, Kore.”

Shaking her head, she got up, went down the short hall to the galley and drew herself a cup of ‘toot, black and sweet.

Sipping, she walked back to the pilot’s chamber and stood behind the chair, looking down at the message on the screen.

“Now, of all the things he might’ve expected me to remember, wouldn’t that have been one of ‘em?” She asked her ship. There was no answer except for the smooth hum of the air filtering system. But, then, what other answer was needed? Skeedaddle knew Kore as well as she did.

As well as she had.

Twenty-six years ago, Midj Rolanni had been taken up as trader by Amin Zar, working beside the least of Amin’s sons, one Korelan, who also had a head for trade. Their eighth or ninth stop, they were set to meet with one of the Zar cousins, who was a merchant on the port. Taking orbit, they collected their messages, including one from the cousin: “Don’t come.”

Amin Zar, he took a look at that message, nodded, broke open the weapons locker and issued arms. They went down on schedule, whereupon Amin and the elder sibs disembarked, leaving Kore, Midj, and young Berta in care of the ship.

Several hours later, they were back, Amin carrying the cousin, and a few of the sibs bloodied—and Midj still had bad dreams about the lift outta there.

After it all calmed down, she’d asked Kore why they’d gone in, when they’d clearly been warned away.

And he’d laughed and told her that “Don’t come,” was Zar family code for “help.”

She sipped some more ‘toot, took the half-empty cup over to the chute and dumped it in.

The time, she thought, going back and sitting in her chair, had come to face down some truths.

Truth Number One: She was a damn fool.

Truth Number Two: So was the Korelan Zar she had known, twenty Standards ago. Who but a damn fool left the woman, the ship and the life that he loved for a long shot at changing the galaxy?

And who but a damn fool let him go alone?

What came into play now was those same twenty Standards and what they might have done to the man at his core.

She noted that he never had said he’d changed his mind, in that first, brief call for her to come get him. The Kore she knew had never been a liar, preferring misdirection to outright falsehoods. It looked like he’d kept that tendency, and its familiarity had been the one thing that had convinced her the letter was genuine; St. Belamie giving her a second.

And this—this was the third validation, and the most compelling reason to continue on the course she had charted, in case she was having any last minute doubts.

“You gonna die for twenty Standards ago?” She asked herself, and heard her voice echo off the metal walls of her ship.

You gonna turn your back on a friend when he needs your help? Her ship whispered in the silence that followed.

No, she thought. No; she’d done that once, and it had stuck in her craw ever since.

One good thing—she could go on her own time, now, since the way she saw it, “don’t come” trumped St. Belamie.

Smiling, she reached to the board and opened a line.

“Tower, this is Skeedaddle, over at Vashon’s Yard. How soon can I lift outta here?”

There were restraints this time, uncomfortably tight, and a violent headache.

So, he thought, laboriously. You wanted to make the guy with the gun use it, and he did. Quitcherbitchin.

“He’s back,” a man’s voice said breathlessly from somewhere to the left.

He’d managed to land some blows of his own, which didn’t comfort him much, since he was still alive.

A man hove into view, his right check smeared with blood and a rising shiner on his left eye.

Good, he thought, and then saw the injector. Not good.

He tried to jerk away, but the cords only tightened, constricting his breathing—some kind of tangle-wire, then. He might be able to—

“No, you don’t, fly-boy,” the man with the injector snarled, and grabbed his chin in an iron grip, holding him immobile while the cold nozzle came against his neck.

There was a hiss, a sharp sting, and the injection was made. The man with the black eye released him and stepped back, grinning.

He closed his eyes. Fool, he thought.

The drug worked fast. The irritation of the wire was the first to fade from his perception, then the raging headache. He lost track of his feet, his fingers, his legs, his heartbeat, and, finally, his thoughts. He hung, limbless, without breath or heartbeat, a nameless clot of fog, without thought or volition.

“What is your name?” A voice pierced the fog.

“Korelan Zar,’’ another voice answered, slowly. Inside the fog, something stirred, knew the voice and the name. Recognized, dimly, peril.

“Good,” said the first voice. “Where is the High Judge?”

“I don’t know,” he heard himself say.

“I see. Why were you going to your ship?”

“Orders.”

“What orders?”

He was listening in earnest now, interested in the answer; expecting to hear another, “I don’t know...

“Orders to get out, if it looked like going to hell.” Well, he thought, inside the thinning fog, that certainly makes sense.

“And things in your opinion were going to hell?”

He’d said so, hadn’t he? “Yes.”

“Ah,” said the voice. That not being a question, he found himself speechless. Time passed; he felt the fog growing dense about him again.

“What,” the voice said, sharp enough to shred the fog and cut him where he hung, defenseless. “What was the text of the last message you sent to the High judge?”

“Situation stable,” he heard himself answer.

“When was that?”

“Four weeks ago, local.”

More silence; this time, he found he was able to concentrate and thin the fog further. He could feel the shadows of the tanglewire binding him to the chair; a breath of headache...

“You were at the comm when we located you earlier this evening. Who did you send to?”

A question had been asked; the drug compelled him to answer with the truth, but the truth had facets...

“An old girlfriend.”

“Indeed. What is your old girlfriend’s name?”

The answer formed; he felt the words on his tongue, swelling, filling his mouth, his throat...

“Impressive,” the voice didn’t-ask, releasing him. Exhausted, he fell back into the fog, felt it close softly around him, hiding the restraints, the pain, the sense of his own self.

“What,” the voice asked, soft now, almost as if it were part of the fog, “is the code of the last receiver to which you sent a pinbeam?”

Calmly, his voice told out the code, while he sank deeper into the fog and at last stopped listening.

She set Skeedaddle down in the general port, calling some minor attention to herself by requesting a hot pad. Tower was so bland and courteous she might have been back on Kago, which didn’t comfort her as much as it maybe should have.

Sighing, she levered out of the pilot’s chair and stretched, careful of her back and shoulders, before moving down the hall.

She pulled a pellet pistol from the weapons locker, and a needle gun—nothing more than a trigger, a spring and the needle itself. Completely illegal on most worlds, of course, though she’d come by it legal enough: It had been with Berl’s body, when it came back, with his ship, to his sister.

She slipped the needle gun into a hideaway pocket, and clipped the pistol to her belt. That done, she straightened her jacket, sealed the locker and went back to the galley for a cup of ‘toot and a snack while the hull cooled.

The fact that they hadn’t killed him was—worrisome. That they kept him here, imprisoned, but not particularly misused, indicated that they thought there was more he could tell them.

He’d had time to consider that; time to weigh whether he ought to file his last flight now and preserve what—and who—he could.

The end of that line of consideration was simply that he wanted to live. His one urge toward suicide had failed and he couldn’t say, considering present conditions, that he was sorry on that score. If it came down that he died in the line of doing something useful, then that was how it was. But to die uselessly, while there were still cards in play—no.

That decision left open the question of what he could do of use, confined and maybe being used as bait. Not that the Judge would fall for bait, but Grom Trogar might not know that. In fact, Chairman Trogar might well see the Judge’s concern for his household and his courier as a weakness to be exploited. Big believer in exploiting other people’s weaknesses, was Mr. Trogar.

Having the time, he thought about his life past, and what he might’ve done different, if he hadn’t been your basic idealistic idiot. Put that way, he could see himself staying with Midj, leading a trader’s prosperous life, raising up a couple of kids, maybe getting into politics. There were more ways to change the galaxy than the route he had chosen. And who was to say that change was the best thing?

He’d been so sure.

She had a plan, if you could call it that. Whoever had done the alias for the pinbeam Kore’d sent his last message from had been good, and if she’d started with no information, she’d right now be on a planet known as Soltier, somewhere over in the next quadrant. Knowing that Kore was on Shaltren made the exercise of tracking the ‘beam something easier, and she thought she had a reasonable lock on his last location.

Nothing guaranteed that he’d still be at that location, of course, but it was really the only card she had, unless she wanted to go calling on the chairman, which she was holding in reserve as her Last Stupid Idea.

For her first trick, she needed a cab.

There was a cab stand at the end of the street, green-and-white glow-letters spelling out Robo Cab!

Cheap! Quick! Reliable!

Right.

She leaned in, hit the call button, and walked out to the curb to wait.

Traffic wasn’t in short supply this planet-noon, and the port looked prosperous enough. If you didn’t know you were on galactic crime headquarters, in fact, it looked amazingly normal.

Up the street, a cab cut across three lanes of traffic, angling in toward her position, the green-and-white Robo Cab logo bright in the daylight. It pulled up in front of her, the door opened and she stepped in.

Mistake.

“Good afternoon, Captain Rolanni,” said the woman pointing the gun at her. “Let’s have lunch.”

The door snapped shut and the cab accelerated into traffic.

It was going to take a bit to disable the camera, but he thought he had a workable notion, there. The hard part was going to be getting out the door. After that, he’d have to deal with the details: scoping out where, exactly, he was, and how, exactly, to get out.

He’d read somewhere that it was the duty of prisoners taken in war to attempt to escape, in order, so he guessed, to make the other side commit more resources to keeping their prisoners where they belonged. It had occurred to him at the time that the efficient answer to that might be to shoot all the troublemakers in hand, and institute a policy of taking no prisoners. On the other hand, Mr. Trogar having erred on the side of prisoner-taking, he supposed there was a certain usefulness to confounding the home guard.

Or, as the Judge was a little too fond of saying, “Let’s throw a rock in the pond and see who we piss off.”

Surprisingly enough, it was lunch, and if there was a guard mounted outside the door of the private parlor, and her host was armed, nobody had gotten around to taking the gun that rode openly on her belt, much less searching her for any hidden surprises she might be carrying.

Lunch was simple—pre-made sandwiches, hand pastries, real coffee, and some local fruit.

To hear her tell it, the host’s name was Sambra Reallen, which was as good as any other name. She professed herself a not-friend of the current chairman, on which point Midj reserved judgment, considering the manner of their meeting. Since she also seemed to hold some interesting information, Midj was willing to listen to her for the space it took to eat a sandwich and savor a couple cups of the real bean.

“You’re here for Korelan Zar,” Sambra Reallen said, and it was disturbing to hear that fact stated so baldly, no “am-I-right?” about it.

There being no use playing games, Midj nodded slowly and sipped her coffee. “Man asked me to give him a ride off-world. That against the law?”

The other woman grinned, quick and feral. “At the moment, the law here is the chairman’s whim. Given that—yes, I’m afraid it is.”

“That’s too bad,” Midj said, hoping she sounded at least neutral.

“You could say that,” Sambra Reallen agreed. She wasn’t drinking coffee, and she hadn’t even bothered to look at the sandwich in front of her. “Captain Rolanni, do you have any idea who Korelan Zar is?”

Well, that was a question, now, wasn’t it? Midj shrugged. “Old friend. Called in a favor. I came. That’s how we do things, out where the chairman’s whim counts for spit.”

Another quick grin. “I’ll take that as a long ‘no,’“she said. “Korelan Zar is the High Judge’s courier.”

Midj sipped coffee, considering. She decided that she didn’t really care what the Juntavas had to do with judges or judging, and looked up to meet Sambra Reallen’s sober gaze.

“Kore was a hell of a pilot,” she said, which was nothing but the truth.

The Juntava snorted. “So he was and so he is. He’s also been with the High Judge for twenty Standards—maybe more. The two of them came out of nowhere—the High Judge, he wasn’t a Judge then; the closest we had to Judges were the Enforcers—and that wasn’t close at all. He sold the Justice Department idea to the then-chairman—the chairman that the present whimsical guy we’ve got replaced, you understand. The two of them—Zar and the Judge they set up the whole system, recruited Judges, trained ‘em and set ‘em loose. I don’t know how many Judges there are now—the last number I heard was thirty, but I think that’s low—very low The High Judge isn’t a man who shows you all the cards he’s got in his hand—and Korelan Zar’s just like him.”

It was a fair description of Kore, all things weighed. And the project itself jibed with the one he’d tried to sell her on, sitting across from her in Skeedaddle’s tiny galley, holding her hands so hard she felt the bones grinding together. Bunch of crazy talk, she’d thought then. Now.. Well, say the years had given her a different understanding of what was necessarily crazy.

“Not that I’m disinterested in your problems,” she said now to Sambra Reallen “but I’m not quite grasping what this has to do with me.”

The other woman nodded vigorously. “Thank you, yes. You do need to know what this has to do with you.” She leaned forward, face intent, eyes hard.

“The High Judge, his household, all the Judges I know about and all those I don’t—are gone. Say that they are not blessed with the chairman’s favor. I don’t doubt—I know—that the High Judge had a plan. He must have foreseen—if not the current situation, at least the possibility of the current situation. He would have planned for this. His very disappearance forces me to conclude that he does have a plan, and has only withdrawn for a time to marshal his forces and his allies.”

Midj shrugged. ‘‘So?’’

“So.” Sambra Reallen leaned deliberately back in her chair. “About a month ago, local, the chairman realized the High Judge had not been seen in some while. That the entire network of Judges, as far as they are known, had slipped through the hands of his seekers. He realized, indeed, that the sole member of the High Judge’s household remaining upon Shaltren was—”

“The courier.” Midj put her cup down, all her attention focused on the other woman.

Sambra Reallen nodded. “Precisely. The word went out that Korelan Zar should be brought to the chairman. How Zar heard of the order, I don’t know, but I’m not surprised that he did. He made a strike for his ship, as I was sure he would, and I waited for him there, hoping to divert him to a safe place. Something must have spooked him; he returned to the High Judge’s house and was taken into custody shortly thereafter.”

“Hm. How ‘bout if it was you spooked him?” Midj asked. “I’m thinking that altruism isn’t exactly your style. What’d you want from Kore in exchange for the safe berth?”

The other woman’s face tightened. “Information! The High Judge must be planning something—I must know what it is! The chairman can’t be allowed to continue—he’s already lost us ground on three significant worlds and will loose Stelubia entirely, if he’s not stopped. All of that would be reason enough, if there weren’t Turtles in the mix, too!”

Midj blinked. “Turtles? Clutch Turtles?”

“There’s another kind?”

“Not that I know of. These would two, and asking after the health of a couple of humans they adopted, am I right?”

Sambra Reallen nodded, sighed.

“Indeed,” she said finally, finding her pastry’s icing a fascinating diversion from the discussion as she weighed some inner necessity.

“These things are too big to be secret,” she continued, “no matter how much any of us wish to hide them. Here you are, fresh in, and already the word is out.

The pilot relaxed slightly, realizing that the Juntava was apparently too focused on her own set of woes to pursue Midj’s familiarity with the doings of the Clutch.

“I’ve been reading history, Captain Rolanni. The vengeance that these two beings may visit upon the entire organization if their petition is mishandled—and there is no possibility that the chairman will not mishandle it—doesn’t bear thinking about. I—Action needs to be taken. But I must know what the High Judge is planning.”

“And you think Kore knows.”

“Yes.”

“But Kore’s been taken by the chairman,” Midj pointed out, trying to keep the thought—and its implications—from reaching real nerve endings. “If he’s as ruthless as they say, he’s already cracked Kore’s head open and emptied out everything inside.” Including my name, my ship’s name, and the fact that I was coming for him. That did touch nerve, and she picked up her cup, swigging down the last of the cold coffee.

“The chairman tried to do exactly that,” Sambra Reallen said. “Mr. Zar’s defenses are formidable— also, as I discover from my study of the session transcript, he wasn’t asked the right question.”

“You got my name from the transcript, then.”

“No.” The Juntava shook her head. “I got your pinbeam receiver ID from the transcript. Mr. Zar could not be persuaded to part with your name, though he was obviously experiencing some ... discomfort for withholding the information.”

The receiver ID was enough to sink her—present company being evidence—but she’d made it extra easier for them by coming on-world—and the joke was on her, if she’d taken an honest warnaway for code.

“So, what do you want from me?” Might as well ask it straight out, though she thought she had an idea what it would be.

“I want you to pull him out of custody. I can provide you with his location, weapons if you need them, and a safe place to bring him to.”

Yup, that was it. Midj shook her head.

“And what do I get?”

The Juntava pushed the untouched sandwich away and leaned her elbows on the table.

“What do you want!”‘

Just like that: Name a price and the Juntavas would meet it. No problem. She felt a hot flash of fury, felt the words, I want my brother back rising and kept them behind her teeth with an effort. Sat for a couple of heartbeats, breathing. just that.

When she was sure she could trust her voice, she met the other woman’s bland eyes.

“What I want is Kore, free and in shape to leave, if that’s what he still wants. And I want us both to have safe passage out of here, and a guarantee that we won’t either of us be pursued by the Juntavas after.”

There was a pause.

“I could promise you these things,” Sambra Reallen said eventually, “but until I hear what Korelan Zar has to tell me—if he will tell me anything—I can’t know if my promise will hold air.”

She raised a hand, palm out. “I understand that you have no reason to love the Juntavas, Captain. The best I can promise at this point is that, if Chairman Trogar leaves the game, I will do my best to ensure that your conditions are met.”

About what she’d figured; as good as she was going to get, and no time to negotiate anyway, with ^^gg Kore’s life on the line.

“Why hasn’t the chairman killed him?” she asked.

The Juntava shrugged. “It could be that the chairman thinks Korelan Zar still retains some potential for amusement.”

Right. Midj, sighed.

“I’ll need a diversion. If Kore’s high-level, then there are high-level people interested in him who’ll have to be drawn off.”

Sambra Reallen nodded. “I’ll call a department chair meeting.”

Midj blinked. “You can do that?”

The Juntava smiled, letting a glimmer of genuine amusement show. “Oh, yes,” she said, “I can do that.”

Getting out the door hadn’t been so hard after all, though there was going to be hell to pay if—well, there was going to be hell to pay; it wasn’t any use thinking there could be a different outcome to this.

He was sorry he wouldn’t be on hand to see the finish of it, since he’d been in on the beginning. It had been a grand, beautiful scheme, so logical. So—simple. Introduce a Justice system into Juntavas structure. Feed and nurture and protect it and its practitioners for twenty, thirty, fifty Standards—they hadn’t been sure of the timing, but hoped to see results within their lifetimes—easily that. Lately, he thought they’d been optimistic—and not only of the timing.

Still, he had a gun, courtesy of a guard even stupider than he was, and he knew where he was, and where he was going, more or less right down to his final breath. It was... freeing in a way. He felt at peace with himself, and with his purpose. If he could kill Grom Trogar, then he could depart as happy as a man filled full of pellets could be, and the plan—his plan, that he’d given up his life of small happinesses to see through—would have a second chance at continuing.

It was convenient that his holding room was in the chairman’s building. Convenient that he had committed the layout of that building, along with several others, to memory years ago. He knew where the secret stair was and the code that opened the hatch. He eased the panel shut behind him and began to climb.

He paused to catch his breath just below the fourteenth landing. Only one more landing, if his memory could be relied upon—and since he’d already decided that it could why worry about it now? The hatch opened in what used to be a supply closet in the chairman’s suite. He steeled himself for the unpleasant truth that he might need to kill blameless people before he got to his target. He wasn’t an assassin; even killing Mr. Trogar himself, much as it was needed, wasn’t going to be a home joy. The important thing was not to freeze, not to hesitate. To acquire his target and shoot. He might only get one shot, and it was important to make it count.

Leaning against the wall, he once again went over his stolen gun. It was a good gun, loaded, well-oiled, with an extra clip of pellets riding in the handle. The guard had taken good care of his weapon.

Points for the—

Above him and to the left, where the ongoing flight angled off the landing, there was a noise. A very slight noise, not immediately repeated, as if someone had scuffed a boot against the edge of a step.

He went to one knee on the step, raised the gun in two hands, and waited, breathing slow. Easy...

Another scuff, and a dim shadow on the dim wall of the landing. His finger tightened on the trigger. Silence—

And a sudden appalling rush of sound, as a dark figure hurtled down, hitting the landing flat-footed, gun out and pointing at his head. He had a moment to feel anger, then—

“Kore!”

He blinked. Stared up into a pale face and dark brown eyes, short dark hair showing a blaze of gray going back from the temple.

“Midj?” Slowly, he lowered the gun. “What the hell are you doing here?”

“Back atcha.” She lowered her own weapon and stood, a little stiffly, he thought. “But it’s gonna hafta to wait. I’m supposed to be getting you out of here, to a safe place.”

He frowned. “Safe by whose standards?”

“Woman by the name of Sambra Reallen.”

He thought about it, shook his head. “Can’t trust her.”

“Can’t not trust her,” she countered. “She picked me up in port. Could’ve just as easy been the chairman, the way I hear it. She wants him gone and she don’t want to ‘Jinx the High Judge’s play, if he has a play. Which you’re supposed to tell her.”

He snorted. “She wouldn’t believe me.” He thought again. “How were you supposed to get me out of here?”

“Same way I came,” she said, jerking her head up the stairs. “We walk up to the roof. There’s a monowing waiting to lift us out.”

“OK,” he said, and came to his feet. He smiled, then, and it felt like his soul was stretched so wide it might burst a seam.

“Midj. Thank you.”

“No problem.”

They were two steps below the fifteenth landing when the alarm sounded. Kore threw himself onto landing, fingers moving rapidly on the code bar. The panel slid open as Midj came up beside him.

“What’s going on?”

“Damned if I know But the doors will seal in ten seconds—go!” He pushed her through and followed, into the dimness of the supply room.

“Where are we?”

Trust Midj to ask the question. “Chairman Trogar’s office.”

“Great.”

“Could be worse. Let’s see...”

Carefully, he eased open the closet door. The receptionist’s desk was empty; he could hear voices, out in the hall, and slipped forward, barely hearing Midj’s curse as she followed him.

He crept to the hall door, peered around—and abruptly gave up stealth.

In the center of the hall, surrounded by gaping humans, stood two large green—persons. On the floor beyond them, he could see a form, a shock of white hair, a widening pool of blood, a—weapon, though what sort of weapon he scarcely knew

The largest of the two green persons—sang. There was a flash! of pinpoint light, a snap! of sound and the weapon was molten metal, mixing with liquid red.

There was a stifled scream from the crowd; a shifting of bodies, and then from the crowd, one stepped forward and bowed.

“I am called Sambra Reallen Chairman Pro Tem,” she said softly. “How may I serve you, Aged Ones?”

Skeedaddle was well away, on course for Clarine, and a chat with Teyope, should he have actually happened to deliver the cargo as commissioned. At least, that’s what Sambra Reallen knew. It was the least of what Sambra Reallen knew, and Midj hoped she had joy of her new status. Talk about being in a position to honor promises.

“She’ll have to be certified by the department heads.” Kore sat down on the edge of the co-pilot’s chair and held out a steaming cup. “‘toot?”

“Thanks.” She took it, spinning her chair to face him. She drew a breath, thinking she might be about to say something, found her mouth dry, and drank some ‘toot instead.

“I wanted to say.” Kore was holding his cup between both palms, staring down as if the hot liquid were a navigation screen.

“I wanted to say—I’m sorry. I had no right to pull you into that, Midj, knowing what you—knowin what it could become. My arrogance. I thought I was ahead of the trouble.”

“Well,” she said, softly. And then again, “Well.”

He looked up, amber eyes wary. The black hair showed some shine of silver, his face marked with^^gg the lines of responsibility and worry.

“Your plan. I mean your old plan. Is that playing out the way you’d hoped?”

He tipped his head, considering. Had a sip of ‘toot.

“Not exactly. There were compromises needed. Somehow, I hadn’t thought of there needing to be compromises. Some good people died, and I never meant that. Justice...” The ghost of a laugh. “Justice isn’t always easy to cipher. I didn’t expect that at all.”

He sighed.

“That said—we’ve made progress. In some direction. We’ve introduced another player into the game, and another set of rules. Is that a good thing, a bad thing, or a null-value?” He shrugged. “Don’t know.”

Right.

Midj sipped her ‘toot; used her chin to point at the board.

“Course is set for Clarine; it’s easy to change, if you’re expected somewhere. Or I can set you down where you say. Or you can stay on.”

There, it was out in the open.

Kore was looking at her like he was thinking hard.

“Stay on?”

“If you want to.” The cup of ‘toot trembled a bit in her hand, belying her attempt at a casual tone.

She cleared her throat and met his eyes square. “Thinking over it all—I had the idea we’d been a damn good team, Kore. Had the idea we might be again, if you’re wantin’ it.”

She felt a moment of panic then—a moment brought on in part by twenty years of the voice in her head nagging at her in odd moments, telling her He joined up with his eyes open, Midj—they’ll never let him go— “That is,” she said with a challenge, “if you want it and if they’ll let you...”

A pause, getting long while he—and she—sipped at their cups. Then....

“There isn’t anything I want more,” Kore said slowly. “But I—Midj, maybe we need to do this in stages. First, I gotta get back to the Judge. I’ve got to let him know where I am, how it is with me. And— I’d like you to meet him. Talk with him.”

Meet the Juntava who had stolen away Kore and twenty years of their life? She felt the anger rise— shook it off as he kept talking.

“Then, well, I got a couple standard years of vacation time coming. We could go somewhere... like maybe Panore.”

He favored her suddenly with a grin that made her sway as she laughed.

“Years of vacation? On Panore, is it? What did you do? Loot the strongbox?”

His grin faded; and Midj felt a chill. Suppose he had looted the joint?

“Nah,” he admitted wryly, “I didn’t. It’s just that I never really took much time off I mean the Judge project, it kept me pretty busy. And...”

“But Panore? I’d have thought you’d forgot that...”

He shook his head then, and snorted a quiet laugh, and kind of talked into his cup for a minute like he was afraid, or too shy, to look at her.

“Nah. I always did mean to get out to Panore, you know. And I always kept hoping there’d be some way I could maybe get you to go with me. So when I got a chance, I put some of my money into a condo-building out there... one unit’s mine.”

He looked up, caught the look of amaze that had left her mouth half open. She felt the words spill out unbidden.

“What? Panore’s for fatcats! Do you have any idea of what it costs to live on a place like that? I, I...”

He signed a quick yes in pilot’s hand-talk as he finished his ‘toot.

“So yeah, I do know But now that you brought it up, why don’t we find us a cargo or two that’ll take us out that way, make sure we can still work together. Then, we can make sure we can still play together.”

He put the cup down, unexpectedly reached his hand to hers. “Tell me its a deal, and I’ll sign the book as co-pilot right now, if you like.”

“Deal,” she said, and squeezed his hand before pulling the logbook out on its trip tray.

This House

It was spring again.

Mil Ton Intassi caught the first hint of it as he strolled through his early-morning garden—a bare flutter of warmth along the chill edge of mountain air, no more than that. Nonetheless, he sighed as he walked, and tucked his hands into the sleeves of his jacket.

At the end of the garden, he paused, looking out across the toothy horizon, dyed orange by the rising sun. Mist boiled up from the valley below him, making the trees into wraiths, obscuring the road and the airport entirely.

Spring, he thought again.

He had come here in the spring, retreating to the house he had built, to the constancy of the mountains.

Turning his back on the roiling fog, he strolled down the pale stone path, passing between banked rows of flowers.

At the center of the garden, the path forked—the left fork became a pleasant meander through the lower gardens, into the perimeter wood. It was cunning, with many delightful vistas, grassy knolls, and shady groves perfect for tкte-б-tкtes.

The right-hand path led straight to the house, and it was to the house that Mil Ton returned, slipping in through the terrace window, sliding it closed behind him.

He left his jacket on its peg and crossed to the stove, where he poured tea into a lopsided pottery mug before he moved on, his footsteps firm on the scrubbed wooden floor.

At the doorway to the great room, he paused. To his right, the fireplace, the full wall of native stone, which they had gathered and placed themselves. The grate wanted sweeping and new logs needed to be laid. He would see to it later.

Opposite the doorway was a wall of windows through which he could see the orange light unfurling like ribbons through the busy mist, and, nearer, a pleasant lawn, guarded on the far side by a band of cedar trees, their rough bark showing pink against the glossy green needles. Cedar was plentiful on this side of the mountain. So plentiful that he had used native cedar wood for beam, post, and floor.

Mil Ton turned his head, looking down the room to the letterbox. The panel light glowed cheerfully green, which meant there were messages in the bin. It was rare, now, that he received any messages beyond the commonplace—notices of quartershare payments, the occasional query from the clan’s man of business. His sister—his delm—had at last given over scolding him, and would not command him; her letters were laconic, non-committal, and increasingly rare. The others—he moved his shoulders and walked forward to stand at the window, sipping tea from the lopsided mug and staring down into the thinning orange mist.

The green light tickled the edge of his vision. What could it be? he wondered—and sighed sharply, irritated with himself. The letterbox existed because his sister—or perhaps it had been his delm—asked that he not make himself entirely unavailable to the clan. Had she not, he would have had neither letterbox, nor telephone, nor newsnet access. Two of those he had managed, and missed neither. Nor would he mourn the letterbox, did it suddenly malfunction and die.

Oh, blast it all—what could it be?

He put the cup on the sill and went down the room, jerking open the drawer and snatching out two flimsies.

The first was, after all, an inquiry from his man of business on the subject of reinvesting an unexpected pay-out of dividend. He set it aside.

The second message was from Master Tereza of Solcintra Healer Hall, and it was rather lengthy, outlining an exceptionally interesting and difficult case currently in the care of the Hall, and wondering if he might bring himself down to the city for a few days to lend his expertise.

Mil Ton made a sound halfway between a growl and a laugh; his fingers tightened, crumpling the sheet into an unreadable mess.

Go to Solcintra Hall, take up his role as a Healer once more. Yes, certainly. Tereza, of all of them, should know that he had no intention of ever—he had told her, quite plainly—and his had never been a true Healing talent, in any case. It was a farce. A bitter joke made at his expense.

He closed his eyes, deliberately initiating a basic relaxation exercise. Slowly, he brought his anger—his panic—under control. Slowly, cool sense returned.

Tereza had been his friend. Caustic, she could certainly be, but to taunt a wounded man for his pain? No. That was not Tereza.

The flimsy was a ruin of mangled fiber and smeared ink. No matter. He crossed the room and dropped it into the fire grate, and stood staring down into the cold ashes.

Return to Solcintra? Not likely.

He moved his shoulders, turned back to the window and picked up the lopsided cup; sipped tepid tea.

He should answer his man of business. He should, for the friendship that had been between them, answer Tereza. He should.

And he would—later. After he had finished his tea and sat for his dry, dutiful hours, trying to recapture that talent which had been his, and which seemed to have deserted him now. One of many desertions, and not the least hurtful.

Spring crept onward, kissing the flowers in the door garden into dewy wakefulness. Oppressed by cedar walls, Mil Ton escaped down the left-hand path, pacing restlessly past knolls and groves, until at last he came to a certain tree, and beneath the tree, a bench, where he sat down, and sighed, and raised his face to receive the benediction of the breeze.

In the warm sunlight, eventually he dozed. Certainly; the day bid well for dozing, sweet dreams and all manner of pleasant things. That he dozed, that was pleasant. That he did not dream, that was well. That he was awakened by a voice murmuring his name, that was—unexpected.

He straightened from his comfortable slouch against the tree, eyes snapping wide.

Before him, settled casually cross-legged on the new grass, heedless of stains on his town-tailored clothes, was a man somewhat younger than himself, dark of hair, gray of eye. Mil Ton stared, voice gone to dust in his throat.

“The house remembered me,” the man in the grass said apologetically. “I hope you don’t mind.”

Mil Ton turned his face away “When did it matter, what I minded?”

“Always,” the other replied, softly. “Mil Ton. I told you how it was.”

He took a deep breath, imposing calm with an exercise he had learned in Healer Hall, and faced about.

“Fen Ris,” he said, low, but not soft. Then, “Yes. You told me how it was.”

The gray eyes shadowed. “And in telling you, killed you twice.” He raised a ringless and elegant hand, palm turned up. “Would that it were otherwise.” The hand reversed, palm toward the grass. “Would that it were not.”

Would that he had died of the pain of betrayal, Mil Ton thought, rather than live to endure this. He straightened further on the bench, frowning down at the other.

“Why do you break my peace?”

Fen Ris tipped his head slightly to one side in the old, familiar gesture. “Break?” he murmured, consideringly. “Yes, I suppose I deserve that. Indeed, I know that I deserve it. Did I not first appeal to Master Tereza and the Healers in the Hall at Solcintra, hoping that they might cure what our house Healer could not?” He paused, head bent, then looked up sharply, gray gaze like a blow.

“Master Tereza said she had sent for you,” he stated, absolutely neutral. “She said, you would not come.”

Mil Ton felt a chill, his fingers twitched, as if crumpling a flimsy into ruin.

“She did not say it was you.”

“Ah. Would you have come, if she had said it was me?”

Yes, Mil Ton thought, looking aside so the other would not read it in his eyes.

“No,” he said.

There was a small silence, followed by a sigh.

“Just as well, then,” Fen Ris murmured. “For it was not I.” He paused, and Mil Ton looked back to him, drawn despite his will.

“Who, then?” he asked, shortly.

The gray eyes were infinitely sorrowful, eternally determined.

“My lifemate.”

Fury, pure as flame, seared him. “You dare!”

Fen Ris lifted his chin, defiant. “You, who taught me what it is to truly love—you ask if I dare?”

To truly love. Yes, he had taught that lesson—learned that lesson. And then he had learned the next lesson—that even love can betray.

He closed his eyes, groping for the rags of his dignity...

“Her name is Endele,” Fen Ris said softly. “By profession, she is a gardener.” A pause, a light laugh. “A rare blossom in our house of risk-takers and daredevils.”

Eyes closed, Mil Ton said nothing.

“Well.” Fen Ris said after a moment. “You live so secluded here that you may not have heard of the accident at the skimmer fields last relumma. Three drivers were killed upon the instant. One walked away unscathed. Two were sealed into crisis units. Of those, one died.”

Mil Ton had once followed the skimmer races—how not?—he had seen how easily a miscalculated corner approach could become tragedy.

“You were ever Luck’s darling,” he whispered, his inner car filled with the shrieks of torn metal and dying drivers; his inner eye watching carefully as Fen Ris climbed from his battered machine and—

“Aye,” Fen Ris said. “That I was allowed to emerge whole and hale from the catastrophe unit—that was luck, indeed.”

Abruptly it was cold, his mind’s eye providing a different scene, as the emergency crew worked feverishly to cut through the twisted remains of a racing skimmer and extricate the shattered driver, the still face sheathed in blood—two alive, of six. Gods, he had almost lost Fen Ris—

No.

He had already lost Fen Ris.

“I might say,” Fen Ris murmured, “that I was the most blessed of men, save for this one thing—that when I emerged from the unit, Endele—my lady, my heart...” His voice faded.

“She does not remember you.”

Silence. Mil Ton opened his eyes and met the bleak gray stare.

“So,” said Fen Ris, “you did read the file.”

“I read the summary Tereza sent, to entice me back to the Hall,” he corrected. “The case intrigued her—no physical impediment to the patient’s memory, nor even a complete loss of memory. Only one person has been excised entirely from her past.”

“Excised,” Fen Ris repeated. “We have not so long a shared past, after all. A year—only that.”

Mil Ton moved his shoulders. “Court her anew, then,” he said, bitterly.

“When I did not court her before?” the other retorted. He sighed. “I have tried. She withdraws. She does not know me; she does not trust me.” He paused, then said, so low Mil Ton could scarcely hear—

“She does not want me.”

It should have given him pleasure, Mil Ton thought distantly, to see the one who had dealt him such anguish, in agony. And, yet, it was not pleasure he felt, beholding Fen Ris thus, but rather a sort of bleak inevitability.

“Why me?” he asked, which is not what he had meant to say.

Fen Ris lifted his face, allowing Mil Ton to plumb the depths of his eyes, sample the veracity of his face.

“Because you will know how to value my greatest treasure,” he murmured. “Who would know better?”

Mil Ton closed his eyes, listening to his own heartbeat, to the breeze playing in the leaves over his head, and, eventually, to his own voice, low and uninflected.

“Bring her here, if she will come. If she will not, there’s an end to it, for I will not go into the city.”

“Mil Ton—”

“Hear me. If she refuses Healing, she is free to go when and where she will. If she accepts Healing, the same terms apply.” He opened his eyes, and looked hard into the other’s face.

“Bring your treasure here and you may lose it of its own will and desire.”

This was warning, proper duty of a Healer, after all, and perhaps it was foretelling as well.

Seated, Fen Ris bowed, acknowledging that he’d heard, then came effortlessly to his feet. “The terms are acceptable. I will bring her tomorrow, if she will come.”

Mil Ton stood. “Our business is concluded,” he said flatly. “Pray, leave me.”

Fen Ris stood, frozen—a heartbeat, no more than that; surely, not long enough to be certain—and thawed abruptly, sweeping a low bow, accepting a debt too deep to repay.

“I have not—” Mil Ton began, but the other turned as if he had not spoken, and went lightly across the grass, up the path, and away.

Mil Ton had stayed up late into the night, pacing and calling himself every sort of fool, retiring at last to toss and turn until he fell into uneasy sleep at dawn. Some hours later, a blade of sunlight sliced through the guardian cedars, through the casement and into his face.

The intrusion of light was enough to wake him. A glance at the clock brought a curse to his lips. Fen Ris would be arriving soon. If, indeed, he arrived at all.

Quickly, Mil Ton showered, dressed, and went on slippered feet down the hall toward the kitchen. As he passed the great room, he glanced within—and froze in his steps.

A woman sat on the edge of the hearth, a blue duffel bag at her feet, her hands neatly folded on her lap. She sat without any of the cushions or pillows she might have used to ease her rest, and her purpose seemed not repose, but alert waiting.

Her attention at this moment was directed outward, toward the window, beyond which the busy birds flickered among the cedar branches.

He took one step into the room.

The woman on the hearth turned her head, showing him a round, high-browed face, and a pair of wary brown eyes.

Mil Ton bowed in welcome of the guest. “Good day to you. I am Mil Ton Intassi, builder of this house.”

“And Healer,” she said, her voice deeper than he had expected.

“And Healer,” he allowed, though with less confidence that he once might have. He glanced around the room. “You came alone?”

She glanced down at the blue duffel. “He drove me here, and opened the door to the house. There was no need for him to wait. He knew I did not want him. You did not want him either, he said.”

Not entirely true, Mil Ton thought, face heating as he recalled the hours spent pacing. He inclined his head. “May I know your name?”

“Bah! I have no manners,” she cried and sprang to her feet. She bowed—a completely unadorned bow of introduction—and straightened.

“I am Endele per’Timbral, Clan—” her voice faded, a cloud of confusion passed briefly across her smooth face.

“I am Endele per’Timbral,” she repeated, round chin thrust out defiantly.

Mil Ton inclined his head. “Be welcome in my house, Endele per’Timbral,” he said, seriously. “I am in need of a cup of tea. May I offer you the same?”

“Thank you,” she said promptly. “A cup of tea would be welcome.”

She followed him down the hall to the kitchen and waited with quiet patience while he rummaged in the closet for a cup worthy of a guest. In the back, he located a confection of pearly porcelain. He poured tea and handed it off, recalling as she received it that the cup had belonged to Fen Ris, the sole survivor of a long-broken set.

Healers were taught to flow with their instincts. Mil Ton turned away to pour for himself, choosing the lopsided cup, as always, and damned both Healer training and himself, for agreeing to...

“He said that you can Heal me.” Endele spoke from behind him, her speech as unadorned as her bow had been. “He means, you will make me remember him.”

Mil Ton turned to look at her. She held the pearly cup daintily on the tips of her fingers, sipping tea as neatly as a cat. Certainly, she was not a beauty—her smooth forehead was too high, her face too round, her hair merely brown, caught back with a plain silver hair ring. Her person was compact and sturdy, and she had the gift of stillness.

“Do you, yourself, desire this Healing?” he asked, the words coming effortlessly to his lips, as if the year away were the merest blink of an eye. “I will not attempt a Healing, against your will.”

She frowned slightly. “Did you tell him that?”

“Of course,” said Mil Ton. “I also told him that, if you wish to leave here for your own destination, now or later, I will not impede you. He accepted the terms.”

“Did he?” The frown did not disappear. “Why?”

Mil Ton sipped tea, deliberately savoring the citrus bite while he considered. It was taught that a Healer owed truth to those he would heal. How much truth was left to the Healer’s discretion.

“I believe,” he said slowly, to Endele per’Timbral’s wary brown eyes, “it is because he values you above all other things and wishes for you only that which will increase your joy.”

Tears filled her eyes, glittering. She turned aside, embarrassed to weep before a stranger, as anyone would be, and walked over to the terrace door, her footsteps soft on the wooden floor.

Mil Ton sipped tea and watched her. She stood quite still, her shoulders stiff with tension, tea cup forgotten in one hand, staring out into the garden as if it were the most fascinating thoroughfare in Solcintra City.

Sipping tea, Mil Ton let his mind drift. He was not skilled at hearing another’s emotions. But the Masters of the Hall in Solcintra had taught him somewhat of their craft, and sometimes, if he disengaged his mind, allowing himself to fall, as it were into a waking doze — well, sometimes, then, he could see...

Images.

Now he saw images and more than images. He saw intentions made visible.

Walls of stone, a window set flush and firm, tightly latched against the storm raging without. Hanging to the right of the window was a wreath woven of some blue-leaved plant, which gave off a sweet, springlike scent. Mil Ton breathed in. Breathed out.

He felt, without seeing, that the stone barrier was all around the woman, as if she walked in some great walled city, able to stay safe from some lurking, perhaps inimical presence...

A rustle of something and the stones and their meaning faded.

“Please,” a breathless voice said nearby. He opened his eyes to his own wood-floored kitchen, and looked down into the round face of Endele per’Timbral.

“Please,” she said again. “May I walk in your garden?”

“Certainly,” he said, suddenly remembering her profession. “I am afraid you will find it inadequate in the extreme, however.”

“I was charmed to see your house sitting so comfortably in the woods. I am certain I will be charmed by your garden,” she said in turn, and turned to place her cup on the counter.

He unlocked the door and she slipped through, walking down the path without a look behind her. Mil Ton watched her out of sight, then left the door on the latch and poured himself a second cup of tea.

By trade, he was a storyteller. A storyteller whose stories sometimes went ... odd. Odd enough to pique the interest of the Masters, who had insisted that he was Healer, and taught him what they could of the craft.

He was, at best, a mediocre Healer, for he never had gained the necessary control over his rather peculiar talent to make it more than an uncertain tool. Sometimes, without warning, he would tell what Tereza was pleased to call a True Story, and that story would have—an effect. Neither story nor effect were predictable, and so he was most likely to be called upon as a last resort, after every other Healing art had failed.

As now.

Mil Ton thought about the woman—the woman Fen Ris had taken as lifemate. He remembered the impassioned speech on the subject of this same woman, on the night Fen Ris had come to tell him how it was.

He sighed then, filled for a moment with all the grief of that night, and recalled Fen Ris demanding, demanding that Mil Ton take no Balance against this woman, for she had not stolen Fen Ris but discovered him. Among tears and joy, Fen Ris insisted that they both had been snatched, unanticipated and unplanned, out of their ordinary lives.

And now, of course, there was no ordinary life for any of them.

He wondered—he very much wondered—if Endele per’Timbral would choose Healing.

Her blue bag still lay by the hearth, but it had been many hours since she had gone out into the garden. More than enough time for a sturdy woman in good health to have hiked down to the airport, engaged a pilot and a plane and been on her way to—anywhere at all.

Mil Ton sighed and looked back to his screen. When he found that he could no longer practice his profession, he had taught himself a new skill. Written stories never turned odd, and before his betrayal, he had achieved a modest success in his work.

The work was more difficult now; the stories that came so grudgingly off the tips of his fingers bleak and gray and hopeless. He had hoped for something better from this one, before Fen Ris had intruded into his life again. Now, he was distracted, his emotions in turmoil. He wondered again if Endele per’Timbral had departed for a destination of her own choosing. Fen Ris would suffer, if she had done so. He told himself he didn’t care.

Unquiet, he put the keyboard aside and pulled a book from the table next to his chair. If he could not write, perhaps he could lose himself inside the story of another.

She returned to the house with sunset, her hair wind-combed, her shirt and leggings rumpled, dirt under her fingernails.

“Your garden is charming,” she told him. “I took the liberty of weeding a few beds so that the younger flowers will have room to grow.”

“Ah.” said Mil Ton, turning from the freezer with a readimeal in one hand. “My thanks.”

“No thanks needed,” she assured him, eyeing the box. “I would welcome a similar meal, if the house is able,” she said, voice almost shy.

“Certainly, the house is able,” he said, snappish from a day of grudging, grayish work.

She inclined her head seriously. “I am in the house’s debt.” She held up her hands. “Is there a place where I may wash off your garden’s good dirt?”

He told her where to find the ‘fresher and she left him.

Dinner was enlivened by a discussion of the garden. She was knowledgeable—more so than Mil Ton, who had planted piecemeal, with those things that appealed to him. He kept up his side only indifferently, his vision from time to time overlain with stone, and a storm raging, raging, raging, outside windows tight and sealed.

When the meal was done, she helped him clear the table, and, when the last dish was stacked in the cleaner, stood awkwardly, her strong, capable hands twisted into a knot before her.

Mil Ton considered her through a shimmer of stone walls.

“Have you decided,” he said, careful to keep his voice neutral—for this was her choice, and hers alone, so the Master Healers taught—”whether you are in need of Healing?”

She looked aside, and it seemed that, for a moment, the phantom stones took on weight and substance. Then, the vision faded and it was only clean air between him and a woman undecided.

“They say—they say he is my lifemate,” she said, low and stammering. “they say the life-price was negotiated with my clan, that he paid it out of his winnings on the field. They say, we were inseparable, greater together than apart. His kin—they say all this. And 1 say—if these things are so, why do I not remember him?”

Mil Ton drew a deep, careful breath. “Why should they tell you these things, if they were not so?”

She moved her shoulders, face averted. “Clearly, it is so,” she whispered. “They—he—the facts are as they state them. I saw the announcement in the back issue of the Gazette. I spoke to my sister. I remember the rooms which are mine in his clan house. I remember the gardens, and the shopkeeper at the end of the street. I remember his sister, his brothers—all his kin! Saving him. Only him. My ... lifemate.”

Her pain was evident. One needn’t be an empath to feel it. Mil Ton drew a calming breath... “I am not a monster,” she continued. “He—of course, he is bewildered. He seems—kind, and, and concerned for my happiness. He looks at me... I do not know him!” she burst out passionately “I owe him nothing!” She caught herself, teeth indenting lower lip. Mil Ton saw the slow slide of a tear down one round cheek.

She was sincere; he remembered Tereza’s report all too well:

This is not merely some childish game of ness, but a true forgetting. And, yet, how has she forgotten? Her intellect is intact; she has suffered no trauma, taken no drugs, appealed to no Healers to rid her of the burden of her memories...

“And do you,” Mil Ton asked once more, “wish to embrace Healing?”

She turned her head and looked at him, her cheeks wet and her eyes tragic.

“What will happen, if I am Healed?”

Ah, the question. The very question. And he owed her only truth.

“It is the wish of your lifemate that you would then recall him and the life you have embarked upon together. If you do not also wish for that outcome, deny me.”

Her lips tightened, and again she turned away, walked a few steps down the room and turned back to face him.

“You built this house, he said—you alone.” She looked around her, at the bare wooden floor, the cedar beam, the cabinets and counter in-between. “It must have taken a very long time.”

So, there would be no Healing. Mil Ton sighed—Fen Ris. It was possible to feel pity for Fen Ris. He bought a moment to compose himself by repeating her inventory of the kitchen, then brought his eyes to her face and inclined his head.

“Indeed, it took much longer than needful, to build this house. I worked on it infrequently, with long stretches between.”

“But, why build it at all?”

“Well.” He hesitated, then moved his hand, indicating that she should walk with him.

“I began when I was still an apprentice. My mother had died and left the mountain to myself alone, as her father had once left it to her. There had been a house here, in the past; I discovered the foundation when I began to clear the land.” He paused and gave her a sideline look.

“I had planned to have a garden here, you see—and what I did first was to clear the land and cut the path-ways...”

“But you had uncovered the foundation,” she said, preceding him into the great room. She sat on the edge of the hearth, where she had been before. Fen Ris had himself perched precisely there on any number of evenings or mornings. And here was this woman—

Mil Ton walked over to his chair and sat on the arm.

“I had uncovered the foundation,” he repeated, “before I went away—back to the city and my craft. I was away—for many years, traveling in stories. I made a success of myself; my tales were sought after; halls were filled with those who hungered for my words.

“When I returned, I was ill with self-loathing. My stories had become ...weapons—horribly potent, uncontrollable. I drove a man mad in Chonselta City. In Teramis, a woman ran from the hall, screaming...”

On the hearth, Endele per’Timbral sat still as a stone, only her eyes alive.

“That I came here—I scarcely knew why. Except that I had discovered a foundation and it came to me that I could build a house, and keep the world safely away.”

Oh, gods, he thought, feeling the shape of the words in his mouth, listening to his voice, spinning the tale he meant, and yet did not mean, to tell...

“I built the house of cedar, and laid the beams by hand; the windows I set tight against the walls. At the core, a fireplace—” He used his chin to point over her shoulder. “Before I finished that, the Healers came to me. News of my stories and the effects of my stories had reached the Masters of the Guild and they begged that I come to be trained, before I harmed anyone else.” He looked down at his hand, fisted against his knee, and heard his voice continue the tale.

“So, I went and I trained, and then I worked as a Healer in the hall. I learned to write stories down and they did not cause madness, and so took up another craft for myself. I was content and solitary until I met a young man at the skimmer track.” He paused; she sat like a woman hewn of ice.

“He was bold, and he was beautiful; intelligent and full of joy. We were friends, first, then lovers. I brought him here and he transformed my house with his presence; with his help, the fireplace went from pit to hearth,”

He closed his eyes, heard the words fall from his lips. “One evening, he came to me—we had been days apart, but that was no unknown thing—he followed the races, of course. He came to me and he was weeping, he held me and he told me of the woman he had met, how their hearts beat together, how they must be united, or die.”

Behind his closed eyes he saw image over image—Fen Ris before him, beseeching and explaining, and this woman’s wall of stone, matching texture for texture the very hearth she sat on.

“Perhaps a true Healer might have understood. I did not. I cast him out, told him to go to his woman and leave me—leave me in peace. I fled—here, to the place which was built for safety...”

“How did you abide it?” Her voice was shrill, he opened his eyes to find her on her feet, her body bowed with tension, her eyes frantic. “How did you abide loving him? Knowing what he does? Knowing that they might one day bring his body to you? Couldn’t you see that you needed to lock yourself away?”

His vision wavered, he saw stones, falling, felt wind tear his hair, lash rain into his face. In the midst of chaos, he reached out, and put his arms around her, and held her while she sobbed against his shoulder.

Eventually, the wind died, the woman in his arms quieted.

“I loved him for himself,” he said softly, into her hair. “And he loved the races. He would not choose to stop racing, though he might have done, had I asked him. But he would have been unhappy, desperately so—and I loved him too well to ask it.” He sighed.

“In the end, it came to my choice: Did I bide and share in our love, for as long as we both remained? Or turn my face aside, from the fear that, someday, he might be gone?”

In his arms Endele per’Timbral shuddered—and relaxed.

“As simple as that?” she whispered.

“As simple, and as complex.” Words failed him for a moment—in his head now were images of Fen Ris laughing, and of the ocean waves crashing on stone beneath the pair of them, of arms reaching eagerly—

He sighed again. “I have perhaps done you no favor, child, in unmaking the choice you had made, if safety is what you need above all.”

“Perhaps,” she said, and straightened out of his embrace, showing him a wet face, and eyes as calm as dawn. “Perhaps not.” She inclined her head. “All honor, Healer. With your permission, I will retire, and tend my garden of choices while I dream.”

He showed her to the tiny guest room, with its thin bed and single window, giving out to the moonlit garden, then returned to the great room.

For a few heartbeats, he stood, staring down into the cold hearth. It came to him, as from a distance, that it wanted sweeping, and he knelt down on the stones and reached for the brush.

“Mil Ton.” A woman’s voice, near at hand. He stirred, irritable, muscles aching, as if he had slept on cold stone.

“Mil Ton,” she said again, and he opened his eyes to Endele per’Timbral’s pale and composed face. She extended a hand, and helped him to rise, and they walked in companionable silence to the kitchen for tea.

“Have you decided,” he asked her, as they stood by the open door, inhaling the promise of the garden, “what you shall do?”

“Yes,” she said softly. “Have you?”

“Yes,” he answered—and it was so, though he had not until that moment understood that a decision had been necessary. He smiled, feeling his heart absurdly light in his breast.

“I will return to Solcintra. Tereza writes that there is work for me, at the Hall.”

“I am glad,” she said. “Perhaps you will come to us, when you are settled. He would like it, I think—and I would.”

He looked over to her and met her smile.

“Thank you,” he said softly “I would like it, too.”

Veil of the Dancer

In the city of Iravati on the world of Skardu, there lived a scholar who had three daughters, and they were the light and comfort of his elder years.

Greatly did the scholar rejoice in his two elder daughters—golden-haired Humaria; Shereen with her tresses of flame—both of these born of the wives his father had picked out for him when he was still a young man. Surely, they were beautiful and possessed of every womanly grace, the elder daughters of Scholar Reyman Bhar. Surely, he valued them, as a pious father should.

The third—ah, the third daughter. Small and dark and wise as a mouse was the daughter of his third, and last, wife. The girl was clever, and it had amused him to teach her to read, and to do sums, and to speak the various tongues of the unpious. Surely, these were not the natural studies of a daughter, even the daughter of so renowned a scholar as Reyman Bhar.

It began as duty; for a father must demonstrate to his daughters that, however much they are beloved, they are deficient in that acuity of thought by which the gods mark out males as the natural leaders of household, and world. But little Inas, bold mouse, did not fail to learn her letters, as her sisters had. Problems mathematic she relished as much as flame-haired Shereen did candied sventi leaves. Walks along the river way brought forth the proper names of birds and their kin; in the long neglected glade of Istat, with its ancient sundial and moon-marks she proved herself astute in the motions of the planets.

Higher languages rose as readily to her lips as the dialect of women; she read not only for knowledge, but for joy, treasuring especially the myths of her mother’s now empty homeland. Seeing the joy of learning in her, the teaching became experiment more than duty, as the scholar sought to discover the limits of his little one’s mind.

On the eve of her fourteenth birthday, he had not yet found them.

Well though the scholar loved his daughters, yet it is a father’s duty to see them profitably married. The man he had decided upon for his golden Humaria was one Safarez, eldest son of Merchant Gabir Majidi. It was a balanced match, as both the scholar and the merchant agreed. The Majidi son was a pious man of sober, studious nature, who bore his thirty years with dignity. Over the course of several interviews with the father and the son, Scholar Bhar had become certain that Safarez would value nineteen year old Humaria, gay and heedless as a flitterbee; more, that he would protect her and discipline her and be not behind in those duties which are a husband’s joy and especial burden.

So, the price was set, and met; the priests consulted regarding the proper day and hour; the marriage garden rented; and, finally, Humaria informed of the upcoming blessed alteration in her circumstances.

Naturally enough, she wept, for she was a good girl and valued her father as she ought. Naturally enough, Shereen ran to cuddle her and murmur sweet, soothing nonsense into her pretty ears. The scholar left them to it, and sought his study, where he found his youngest, dark Inas, bent over a book in the lamplight.

She turned when he entered, and knelt, as befit both a daughter and a student, and bowed ‘til her forehead touched the carpet. Scholar Bhar paused, admiring the graceful arc of her slim body within the silken pool of her robes. His mouse was growing, he thought. Soon, he would be about choosing a husband for her.

But not yet. Now, it was Humaria, and, at the change of season he would situate Shereen, who would surely pine for her sister’s companionship. He had a likely match in mind, there, and the husband’s property not so far distant from the Majidi. Then, next year, perhaps—or, more comfortably, the year after that—he would look about for a suitable husband for his precious, precocious mouse.

“Arise, daughter,” he said now, and marked how she did so, swaying to her feet in a single, boneless move, the robes rustling, then falling silent, sheathing her poised and silent slenderness.

“So,” he said, and met her dark eyes through the veil. “A momentous change approaches your life, my child. Your sister Humaria is to wed.”

Inas bowed, dainty hands folded demurely before her.

“What?” he chided gently. “Do you not share your sister’s joy?”

There was a small pause, not unusual; his mouse weighed her words like a miser weighed his gold.

“Certainly, if my sister is joyous, then it would be unworthy of me to weep,” she said in her soft, soothing voice. “If it is permitted that I know—who has come forward as her husband?”

Reyman Bhar nodded, well-pleased to find proper womanly feeling, as well as a scholar’s thirst for knowledge.

“You are allowed to know that Safarez, eldest son of Majidi the Merchant, has claimed the right to husband Humaria.”

Inas the subtle stood silent, then bowed once more, as if an afterthought, which was not, the scholar thought, like her. He moved to his desk, giving her time to consider, for, surely, even his clever mouse was female, if not yet full woman, and might perhaps know a moment’s envy for a sister’s good fortune.

“They are very grand, the Majidi,” she said softly. “Humaria will be pleased.”

“Eventually, she will be so,” he allowed, seating himself and pulling a notetaker forward. “Today, she weeps for the home she will lose. Tomorrow, she will sing for the home she is to gain.”

“Yes,” said Inas, and the scholar smiled into his beard.

“Your sisters will require your assistance with the wedding preparations,” he said, opening the notetaker and beginning a list. “I will be going to Lahore-Gadani tomorrow, to purchase what is needful. Tell me what I shall bring you.”

Mouse silence.

“I? I am not to be wed, Father.”

“True. However, it has not escaped one’s attention that tomorrow is the anniversary of your natal day. It amuses me to bring you a gift from the city, in celebration. What shall you have?”

“Why, only yourself, returned to us timely and in good health,” Inas said, which was proper, and womanly, and dutiful.

The scholar smiled more widely into his beard, and said nothing else.

Humaria wept well into the night, rocking inside the circle of Shereen’s arms. At last, her sobs quieted somewhat, and Shereen looked to Inas, who sat on a pillow across the room, as she had all evening, playing Humaria’s favorite songs, softly, upon the lap-harp.

Obedient to the message in her sister’s eyes, Inas put the harp aside, arose and moved silently to the cooking alcove. Deftly, she put the kettle on the heat-ring, rinsed the pot with warm water and measured peace tea into an infuser.

The kettle boiled. While the tea steeped, she placed Humaria’s own blue cup on a tray, with a few sweet biscuits and some leaves of candied sventi. At the last, she added a pink candle, sacred to Amineh, the little god of women, and breathed a prayer for heart’s case. Then, she lifted the tray and carried it to her sister’s couch.

Humaria lay against Shereen’s breast, veils and hair disordered. Inas knelt by the end table, placed the tray, and poured tea.

“Here, sweet love,” Shereen cooed, easing Humaria away from her shoulder. “Our dear sister Inas offers tea in your own pretty cup. Drink, and be at peace.”

Shivering, Humaria accepted the cup. She bent her face and breathed of the sweet, narcotic steam, then sipped, eyes closed.

Shereen sat up, and put her head scarf to rights, though she left the ubaie—the facial veils —unhooked and dangling along her right jaw.

“Our young Inas is fortunate, is she not, sister?” Humaria murmured, her soft voice blurry with the combined effects of weeping and the tea.

“How so?” asked Shereen, watching her closely, in case she should suddenly droop into sleep.

“Why,” said Humaria, sipping tea. “Because she will remain here in our home with our father, and need never marry. Indeed, I would wonder if a husband could be found for a woman who reads as well as a man. “

Shereen blinked, and bent her head, fussing with the fall of the hijab across her breast. Inas watched her, abruptly chilly, though the night was warm and no breeze came though the windows that stood open onto the garden.

“Certainly,” Shereen said, after too long a pause. “Certainly, our father might wish to keep his youngest with him as long as may be, since he shows no disposition to take another wife, and she knows the ways of his books and his studies.”

“And certainly,” Humaria said, her eyes open now, and staring at Inas, where she knelt, feeling much like a mouse, and not so bold, so bold at all.

“Certainly, on that blessed day when the gods call our father to sit with them as a saint in Heaven, my husband will inherit all his worldly stuffs, including this, our clever sister Inas, to dispose of as he will.”

At her father’s direction, Inas had read many things, including the Holy Books and domestic law. She knew, with a scholar’s detachment, that women were the lesser vessel and men the god-chosen administrators of the universe the gods had created, toyed with and tired of.

She knew that, in point of law, women were disbarred from holding property. Indeed, in point of law, women were themselves property, much the same as an ox or other working cattle, subject to a man’s masterful oversight. A man might dispose of subject women, as he might dispose of an extra brood cow, or of an old and toothless dog.

She knew these things.

And, yet, until this moment, she had not considered the impact of these facts upon her own life and self.

What, indeed, she thought, would Safarez the merchant’s son do with one Inas, youngest daughter of his wife’s father? Inas, who read as well as a man—a sinful blot so dire that she could not but be grateful that the Holy Books also stated that the souls of women were small, withered things, of no interest to the gods.

Humaria finished the last of her tea, and sat cradling the blue cup in her plump, pretty hands, her eyes misty.

“There now, sweet, rest,” Shereen murmured, capturing the cup and passing it to Inas. She put arm around Humaria’s shoulders, urging her to lie down on the couch.

Inas arose and carried the tray back to the cooking alcove. She washed and dried the teapot and cup, and put the biscuits back in their tin. The sventi she left out.

She was wise in this, for not many minutes later, Shereen slipped into the alcove, veils dangling and flame-colored hair rippling free. She sighed, and reached for the leaves, eating two, one after the other, before giving Inas a swift glance out of the sides of her eyes, as if Shereen were the youngest, and caught by her elder in some unwomanly bit of mischief.

“Our sister was distraught,” she said softly. “She never meant to wound you.”

“She did not wound me,” Inas murmured. “She opened my eyes to the truth.”

Shereen stared, sventi leaf halfway to her lips.

“You do not find the truth a fearsome thing, then, sister?” she asked, and it was Inas who looked away this time.

“The truth is merely a statement of what is,” she said, repeating the most basic of her father’s lessons, and wishing that her voice did not tremble so. “Once the truth is known, it can be accepted. Truth defines the order of the universe. By accepting truth, we accept the will of the gods.”

Shereen ate her leaf in silence. “It must be a wonderful thing to be a scholar,” she said then, “and have no reason to fear.” She smiled, wearily.

“Give you sweet slumber, sister. The morrow will be upon us too soon.”

She went away, robes rustling, leaving Inas alone with the truth.

The truth, being bright, held Inas from sleep, until at last she sat up within her chatrue, lit her fragrant lamp, and had the books of her own studies down from the shelf.

In the doubled brightness, she read until the astronomer on his distant column announced the sighting of the Trio of morning with his baleful song.

She read as a scholar would, from books to which her father, the elder scholar, had directed her, desiring her to put aside those he might wish to study.

The book she read in the lamplight was surely one which her father would find of interest. A volume of Kenazari mythology, it listed the gods and saints by their various praise names and detailed their honors.

Nawar caught her eye, “the one who guards.” A warrior’s name, surely. Yet, her mother had been named Nawar. A second aspect of the same god, Natesa— “blade dancer”—in the Kenazari heresy that held each person was a spirit reincarnated until perfected, alternatively took the form of male and female. The duty of the god in either aspect was to confound the gods of order and to introduce random action into the universe, which was heresy, as well, for the priests taught that the purpose of the gods, enacted through mortal men, was to order and regulate the universe.

Inas leaned back against her pillows and considered what she knew of her father’s third wife. Nawar had been one of the married women chosen as guardians of the three dozen maiden wives sent south from Kenazari as the peace tithe. Each maiden was to be wed to a wise man or scholar, and it had been the hope of the scholars who had negotiated it that these marriages would heal the rifts which had opened between those who had together tamed the wildlands.

Alas, it had been a peace worked out and implemented locally, as the Holy Books taught, and it had left the mountain generals unsatisfied.

Despite the agreement and the high hopes of wise men, the generals and their soldiers swept through Kenazari shortly after the rich caravan of dowries and oath-bound girls passed beyond the walls of the redoubt. Fueled by greed, bearing off-world weapons, they murdered and laid waste—and then dispersed, melting back into the mountains, leaving nothing of ancient, wealthy Kenazari, save stone and carrion.

The priests of the south found the married escorts to be widows and awarded them to worthy husbands. Reyman Bhar had lately performed a great service for the priests of Iravati, and stood in need of a wife. Nawar was thus bestowed upon him, and it had pleased the gods to allow them to find joy, each in the other, for she was a daughter of an old house of scholars, and could read, and write, and reason as well as any man. Her city was dead, but she made shift to preserve what could be found of its works, assisted gladly by her new husband.

So it was that numerous scrolls, books, and tomes written in the soon-to-be-forgotten language found their way into the house of Scholar Bhar, where eventually they came under the study of a girl child, in the tradition of her mother’s house...

The astronomer on his tall, cold column called the Trio. Inas looked to her store of oil, seeing it sadly depleted, and turned the lamp back ‘til the light fled and the smoky wick gave its ghost to the distant dawn.

She slept then, her head full of the myths of ancient Kenazari, marriage far removed from her dreams.

Their father sent word that he would be some days in the city of Lahore-Gadani, one day west across the windswept ridges of the Marakwenti range that separated Iravati from the river Gadan. He had happened upon his most excellent friend and colleague, Scholar Baquar Hafeez, who begged him to shed the light of his intellect upon a problem of rare complexity.

This news was conveyed to them by Nasir, their father’s servant, speaking through the screen in the guest door.

Humaria at once commenced to weep, her face buried in her hands as she rocked back and forth, moaning, “He has forgotten my wedding! I will go to my husband ragged and ashamed!”

Shereen rushed to embrace her, while Inas sighed, irritable with lack of sleep.

“I do not think our father has forgotten your wedding, sister,” she said, softly, but Humaria only cried harder.

As it happened, their father had not forgotten his daughters, nor his mission in the city. The first parcels arrived shortly after Uncu’s prayer was called, and were passed through the screen, one by one.

Bolts of saffron silk, from which Humaria’s bridal robes would be sewn; yards of pearls; rings of gold and topaz; bracelets of gold; ubaie fragile as spider silk and as white as salt; hairpins, headcloths, and combs; sandals; needles; thread. More bolts, in brown and black, from which Humaria’s new dayrobes would be made, and a hooded black cloak, lined in fleece.

Additional parcels arrived as the day wore on: A bolt each of good black silk for Shereen and Inas; headcloths, ubaie; silver bracelets, and silver rings set with onyx.

Humaria and Shereen fell upon each new arrival with cries of gladness. Shereen ran for her patterns; Humaria gave the saffron silk one last caress and scampered off for scissors and chalk.

Inas put her silk and rings and bracelets aside, and began to clear the worktable.

Across the room, the guest screen slid back and a small package wrapped in brown paper and tied with red string was placed on the ledge.

Inas went forward, wondering what else was here to adorn Humaria’s wedding day, even as she recognized her father’s hand and the lines that formed her own name.

Smiling, she caught the package up and hurried, light-footed, to her room. Once there, she broke the red string and unwrapped the brown paper, exposing not a book, as she had expected, from the weight and the size, but a box.

She put it aside, and searched the wrapping for any note from her father. There was none, and she turned her attention back to his gift.

It was an old box of leather-wrapped wood. Doubtless, it had been handsome in its day, but it seemed lately to have fallen on hard times. The leather was scuffed in places, cracked in others, the ornamental gilt work all but worn away. She turned it over in her hands, and rubbed her thumb along a tear in the leather where the wood showed through—gray, which would be ironwood, she thought, from her study of native product.

She turned the box again, set it on her knee, released the three ivory hooks and lifted the lid.

Inside were seven small volumes, each bound in leather much better preserved than that which sheathed the box.

Carefully, she removed the first volume on the right; carefully, she opened it—and all but laughed aloud, for here was treasure, indeed, and all honor to her father, for believing her worthy of so scholarly a gift. She had read of such things, but this was the first she had seen. A curiat—a diary kept of a journey, or a course of study, or a penance.

These... Quickly, she had the remaining six out and opened, sliding the ubaie away from her eyes, the better to see the handwritten words. Yes. These detailed a scholar’s journey—one volume dealt with geography, another with plants, another with minerals, still another with animals. Volume five detailed temples and universities, while volume six seemed a list of expenditures. The seventh volume indexed the preceding six. All were written in a fine, clear hand, using the common, or trade, alphabet, rather than that of the scholars, which was odd, but not entirely outside of the scope of possibility. Perhaps the scholar in question had liked the resonances which had been evoked by writing in the common script. Scholars often indulged in thought experiments, and this seven volume curiat had a complexity, a layering, that suggested it had been conceived and executed by a scholar of the highest learning.

Carefully, she put volumes two through seven back in the box and opened the first, being careful not to crack the spine.

“Inas?” Shereen’s voice startled her out of her reading.

Quickly, she thrust the book into the box and silently shut the lid.

“Yes, sister?” she called.

“Wherever have you been?” her elder scolded from the other side of the curtain. “We need your needle out here, lazy girl. Will you send your sister to her husband in old dayrobes?”

“Of course not,” Inas said. Silently, she stood, picked up the box, and slipped it beneath the mattress. Later, she would move it to the secure hidey hole, but, for now, the mattress would suffice.

“Well?” Shereen asked, acidic. “Are you going to sleep all day?”

“No, sister,” Inas said meekly and pushed the curtain aside.

The days of their father’s absence were a frenzy of needle-work. At night, after her sisters had fallen, exhausted, into their beds, Inas read the curiat, and learned amazing things.

First, she learned that the geographical volume mislocated several key markers, such as the Ilam Mountains, and the Sea of Lukistan. Distrustful of her own knowledge in the face of a work of scholarship, she stole off to her father’s study in the deep of night, and pulled down the atlas. She compared the latitudes and longitudes given in the curiat volume against those established by the Geographical College, verifying that the curiat was off in some areas by a league, and in others by a day’s hard travel.

Next, she discovered that the habits of certain animals were misrepresented—these, too, she double-checked in the compendium of creatures issued by the Zoological College.

Within the volume of universities and temples were bits of myth, comparing those found in Lahore-Gadani to others, from Selikot. Several fragments dealt with the exploits of the disorderly Natesa; one such named the aspect Shiva, another Nawar; all set against yet a third mythic creature, the Coyote of the Nile.

Then, she discovered that the whole of volume five had been machine printed, in perfect reproduction of the fine hand of the scholar. So the curiat was not as ancient as it appeared, which gave her cause to marvel upon the scholar who had created it.

Minerals—well, but by the time she had found the discrepancies in the weights of certain ores, she had made the discovery which explained every error.

She had, as was her habit, waited until her sisters retired, then lit her lamp, pulled up the board under the carpet, and brought the box onto her chatrue. She released the three ivory hooks, opened the lid—the box overbalanced and spilled to the floor, books scattering every which way.

Inas slipped out of bed and tenderly gathered the little volumes up, biting her lip when she found several pages in the third book crumpled. Carefully, she smoothed the damaged sheets, and replaced the book with its brothers inside the box.

It was then that she noticed pieces of the box itself had come loose, leaving two neat, deep, holes in the wood, at opposite corners of the lid. Frowning, she scanned the carpet, spying one long spindle, tightly wrapped in cloth. The second had rolled behind the chatrue, and by the time she reached and squirmed and had it out with the very tips of her fingers, the cloth covering had begun to unravel.

Daintily, she fingered it, wondering if perhaps the cloth held some herb for protection against demons, or perhaps salts, to insure the books kept dry, or—

There was writing on the inside of the cloth. Tiny and meticulous, it was immediately recognizable as the same hand which had penned the curiat.

Exquisitely careful, breath caught, she unrolled the little scroll across the carpet, scanning the columns of text; heart hammering into overdrive as she realized that she had discovered her nameless scholar’s key.

Teeth indenting her bottom lip, she unrolled the second scroll next to the first, and saw that she had the complete cipher.

Breathless, she groped behind her for the box, and extracted a book at random.

Slowly at first—then more quickly as her agile mind grew acquainted with the key—she began to read.

Illuminated by the cipher, it was found that the volume geographical did not concern itself with mountain ranges and rivers at all, but was instead a detailed report of a clandestine entry into the city of Selikot, and a blasphemous subterfuge.

I regret to inform you, oh, brother in arms, that our information regarding this hopeful world was much misleading. Women are not restricted; they are quarantined, cut off from society and commerce. They may only travel in the company of a male of their kin unit, and even then, heavily shielded in many layers of full body robes, their faces, eyes and hair hidden by veils. So it is that the first adjustment in our well-laid plans has been implemented. You will find that your partner Thelma Delance has ceded her route and her studies to Scholar Umar Khan. And a damnable time I had finding a false beard in this blasted city, too. However, as you know to your sorrow, I’m a resourceful wench, and all is now made seemly. Scholar Khan is suitably odd, and elicits smiles and blessings wherever he walks. The project continues only slightly impeded by the beard, which itches. I wil1 hold a copy of this letter in my field notes, in the interests of completeness.

Farewell for now, brother Jamie. You owe me a drink and dinner when we are reunited.

Inas was slow with her needle next morning, her head full of wonders and blasphemies.

That there were other worlds, other peoples, variously named “Terran” and “Liaden”—that was known. Indeed, Selikot was the site of a “space-port” and bazaar, where such outworlders traded what goods they brought for those offered by the likes of Merchant Majidi. The outworlders were not permitted beyond the bazaar, for they were unpious; and the likes of Merchant Majidi must needs undergo purifications after their business in the bazaar was concluded.

Yet now it seemed that one—nay, a pair—of outworlders had moved beyond the bazaar to rove and study the wider world—and one of them a woman. A woman who had disguised herself as a man.

This was blasphemy, and yet the temples had not fallen; the crust of the world had not split open and swallowed cities; nor had fires rained from the heavens.

Perhaps Thelma Delance had repented of her sin? Perhaps Amineh, the little god of women, had interceded with his brothers and bought mercy?

Perhaps the gods were not as all-seeing and as all-powerful as she had been taught?

Within the layers of her at-home robes, Inas shivered, but her scholar-trained mind continued its questions, and the answers which arose to retire those new and disturbing questions altered the measure of the world.

“Truth defines the order of the universe,” she whispered, bending to her needlework. “When we accept the truth, we accept the will of the gods.”

Yet, how if accepting the truth proved the absence of the gods? Why had her father given her such a gift? Had he read the curiat before sending it to her? Did he know of the hidden—

Across the room, from the other side of the guest screen, Nasir’s voice intruded.

“The Esteemed and Blessed Scholar Reyman Bhar is returned home and bids his daughter Inas attend him in the study.”

Her father was at his desk, several volumes open before him, his fingers nimble on the keypad of the notetaker. Inas waited, silent, her hands folded into her sleeves. The light of the study lamps was diffused into a golden glow by the ubaie, so that her father seemed surrounded by the light of heaven. He was a handsome man, dark, with a masterful beak of a nose and the high forehead of a scholar. His beard was as black and as glossy as that of a man half his age. He wore the house turban, by which she knew he had been home some hours before sending for her, and the loosened braid of his hair showed thick and gray.

He made a few more notes, turned a page of the topmost book, set the notetaker aside, and looked up.

Inas melted to her knees and bowed, forehead to the carpet.

“Arise, daughter,” he said, kindly as always.

She did so and stood quiet once more, hands folded before her.

“Tell me, did my packet arrive timely?’

“Father,” she said softly, “it did. I am grateful to you for so precious a gift.”

He smiled, well-pleased with her. “It is a curiosity, is it not? Did you mark the pattern of the errors? Almost, it seems a farce—a plaything. What think you?”

“Perhaps,” Inas said, her breath painfully short, “it is a test?”

He considered it, black brows knit, then nodded, judiciously.

“It could be so. Yes, I believe you have the right of it, daughter. A test devised by a scholar of the higher orders, perhaps to teach discipline.” He paused, thinking more deeply. Inas, waiting, felt ill, wondering if he knew of the hidden scholar’s key and the blasphemies contained in the revealed text.

“Yes,” he said again. “A test. How well the scholar must have loved the student for which it was devised!”

“Yes, Father,” Inas whispered, and gathered together her courage, lips parting to ask it, for she must know..

“As you progress in scholarship, you will learn that the most precious gifts are those which are more than they appear,” her father said, “and that hidden knowledge has power.” He bowed, seated as he was, scholar to scholar, which was a small blasphemy of its own, face as austere as a saint’s.

And so, Inas thought, she was instructed. She bowed. “Yes, Father.”

“Hah.” He leaned back in his chair, suddenly at ease, and waved her to the stool at his feet.

“Sit, child, and tell me how the arrangements for your sister’s wedding progress.”

The curiat bouyed her, frightened her, intrigued her. She spent her nights with it, and every other moment she could steal. She stored it now in the long-forgot sand-wood drawer—the hidden pass-through where it stood long out of use—where she could, if she wished, reach it as easily from the garden or her room.

Thelma Delance—she heard the woman’s voice in the few hours of sleep she allowed herself—a loud, good-natured, and unwomanly voice, honest as women could never be, and courageous.

Inas read, and learned. Thelma Delance had been a scholar of wide learning. There were recipes for medicines among her notes; recipes for poisons, for explosives, and other disasters, which Inas understood only mistily; and lessons of self-defense, which held echoes of her mother’s name. There was other knowledge, too—plans for establishing a base.

And there was the appalling fact that the notes simply ended, and did not pick up again:

They’re on me. I’ve got one more trick up my sleeve. You know me, Jamie Moore, always one more trick up Thelma’s wide sleeve, eh? We’ll see soon enough if it’s worked If it has,you owe me—that’s my cue. They’re shooting...

There was nothing more after that, only the box, and the wound it bore, which might, Inas thought, have been made by a pellet.

She wondered who had wished to kill Thelma Delance—and almost laughed. Surely, that list was long. The priests—of a certainty. The scholars—indeed. The port police, the merchant guild, the freelance vigilantes...

And Inas realized all at once that she was crying, the silent, secret tears that women were allowed, to mourn a sister, a mother, a friend.

The day before Humaria was to wed, Inas once again at tended her father in the study, where she was given the task of reshelving the volumes he had utilized in his last commissioned research. By chance their proper places were in the back corner of the room, where the convergence of walls and shelves made an alcove not easily seen from the greater room.

She had been at her task some time, her father deep in some new bit of study at his desk, when she heard the door open and Nasir announce, “The Esteemed and Honorable Scholar Baquar Hafeez begs the favor of an audience with the Glorious and Blessed Scholar Reyman Bhar.”

“Old friend, enter and be welcome!” Her father’s voice was cordial and kindly—and, to his daughter’s ear, slightly startled. His chair skritched a little against the carpet as he pushed away from the desk, doubtless rising to embrace his friend.

“To what blessed event do I owe this visit?”

“Why, to none other than Janwai Himself!” Scholar Hafeez returned, his voice deeper and louder than her father’s. “Or at the least, to his priests, who have commissioned me for research at the hill temple. There are certain etched stones in the meditation rooms, as I take it?”

‘‘Ah, are there not!” Reyman Bhar exclaimed. “You are in for a course of study, my friend. Be advised, buy a pair of night-sight lenses before you ascend. The meditation rooms are ancient, indeed, and lit by oil.”

“Do you say so?” Scholar Hafeez exclaimed, over certain creaks and groanings from the visitor’s chair as it accepted his weight.

Inas, forgotten, huddled, soundless and scarcely moving in the alcove, listening as the talk moved from the meditation rooms to the wider history of the hill temple, to the progress of the report on which her father and Scholar Hafeez had collaborated, not so long since.

At some point, Nasir came in, bearing refreshments. The talk wandered on. In the alcove, Inas sank silently to her knees, drinking in the esoterica of scholarship as a thirsty man guzzles tea.

Finally, there came a break in the talk. Scholar Hafeez cleared his throat.

“I wonder, old friend—that curiat you bought in Hamid’s store?”

“Yes?” her father murmured. “A peculiar piece, was it not? One would almost believe it had come from the old days, when Hamid’s grandfather was said to buy from slavers and caravan thieves.’’

“Just so. An antique from the days of exploration, precious for its oddity. I have no secrets from you, my friend, so I will confess that it comes often into my mind. I wonder if you would consider parting with it. I will, of course, meet what price you name.”

‘‘Ah.’’ Her father paused. Inas pictured him leaning back in his chair, fingers steepled before his chin, brows pulled together as he considered the matter. In the alcove, she hardly dared breathe, even to send a futile woman’s prayer to the little god for mercy.

“As much as it saddens me to refuse a friend,” Reyman Bhar said softly, “I must inform you that the curiat had been purchased as a gift for a promising young scholar of my acquaintance.”

“A strange item to bestow upon a youth,” murmured Baquar Hafeez, adding hastily, “But you will, of course, know your own Student! It is only that—”

“I most sincerely regret,” Scholar Bhar interrupted gently. “The gift has already been given.”

There was a pause.

“Ah,” said Scholar Hafeez. “Well, then, there is nothing more to be said.”

“Just so,” her father replied, and there was the sound of his chair being pushed back. “Come, my friend, you have not yet seen my garden. This is the hour of its glory. Walk with me and be refreshed.”

Inas counted to fifty after the door closed, then she rose, reshelved the two remaining volumes, and ghosted out of the study, down the hall to the women’s wing.

Humaria’s wedding was blessed and beautiful, the banquet very grand to behold, and even the women’s portions fresh and unbroken, which spoke well for her new husband’s generosity.

At the last moment, it was arranged between Reyman Bhar and Gabir Majidi that Shereen would stay with her sister for the first month of her new marriage, as the merchant’s wife was ill and there were no daughters in his house to bear Humaria company.

So it was that Scholar Bhar came home with only his youngest daughter to companion him. Nasir pulled the sedan before the house and the scholar emerged, his daughter after him. He ascended the ramp to the door, fingering his keycard from his pocket—and froze, staring at a door which was neither latched nor locked.

Carefully, he put forth his hand, pushing the door with the tips of his fingers. It swung open onto a hallway as neat and as orderly as always. Cautiously, the scholar moved on, his daughter forgotten at his back.

There was some small disorder in the public room—a vase overturned and shattered, some display books tossed aside. The rugs and the news computer—items that would bring a goodly price at the thieves market were in place, untouched. The scholar walked on, down the hall to his study.

Books had been ripped from their shelves and flung to the floor, where they lay, spine-broke and torn, ankle deep and desolate. His notepad lay in the center of the desk, shattered, as if it had been struck with a hammer. The loose pages of priceless manuscripts lay over all.

Behind him, Scholar Bhar heard a sound; a high keening, as if from the throat of a hunting hawk, or a lost soul.

He turned and beheld Inas, wilting against the door, her hand at her throat, falling silent in the instant he looked at her.

“Peace—” he began and stopped, for there was another sound, from the back of the house—but no. It would only be Nasir, coming in from putting the sedan away.

Yes, footsteps; he heard them clearly. And voices. The sudden, ghastly sound of a gun going off.

The scholar grabbed his daughter’s shoulder, spinning her around.

“Quickly—to the front door!”

She ran, astonishingly fleet, despite the hindrance of her robes. Alas that she was not fleet enough.

Baquar Hafeez was waiting for them inside the front hallway, and there was a gun in his hand.

“Again,” Scholar Hafeez said, and the large man he called Danyal lifted her father’s right hand, bent the second finger back.

Reyman Bhar screamed. Inas, on her knees beside the chair in which Scholar Hafeez took his ease, stared, stone-faced, through her yell, memorizing the faces of these men, and the questions they asked.

It was the curiat they wanted. And it was the curiat which Reyman Bhar was peculiarly determined that they not have. And why was that? Inas wondered. Surely not because he had made it a gift to a daughter. He had only to order her to fetch it from its hiding place and hand it to Baquar Hafeez. What could a daughter do, but obey?

And yet—hidden knowledge has power.

“The curiat, old friend,” Scholar Hafeez said again—patient, so patient. “Spare yourself any more pain. Only tell me who has the curiat and I will leave you and your household in peace.”

“Why?” her father asked—a scholar’s question, despite his pain.

“There are those who believe it to be the work of infidels,” Scholar Hafeez said smoothly, and yet again: “The curiat, Reyman. Where is it?”

“It is not for you to know,” her father gasped, his voice hoarse from screaming, his left arm useless, dislocated by Danyal in the first round of questions.

Scholar Hafeez sighed, deeply, regretfully.

“I was afraid that you might prove obstinate. Perhaps something else might persuade you.”

It happened so quickly, she had no time to understand—pain exploded in her face and she was flung sideways to the floor, brilliant color distorting her vision. Her wrist was seized and she was lifted. More pain. She tried to get her feet under her, but she was pulled inexorably upward, sandals dangling. Her vision spangled, stabilized—Danyal’s face was bare inches from hers. He was smiling.

Somewhere, her father was shouting.

“Your pardon, old friend?” Scholar Hafeez was all solicitude. “I did not quite hear the location of the curiat?”

“Release my daughter!”

“Certainly. After you disclose the location of the curiat. Such a small thing, really, when weighed against a daughter’s virtue.”

“Inas—” her father began, and what followed was not in the common tongue, but in that of her mother, and they were uttered as a prayer.

“It opportunity comes, daughter, be stout and true. Honor your mother, in all her names.”

Scholar Hafeez made a small sound of disappointment, and moved a hand. “The ubaie, Danyel.’’

Inas saw his hand move. He crumbled the fragile fabrics in his fist and tore them away, unseating her headcloth. Her hair spilled across her shoulders, rippling black.

Danyal licked his lips, his eyes now openly upon her chest.

There was a scream of rage, and from the corner of her eye she saw her father, on his knees, a bloody blade in his least damaged hand, reaching again toward Hafeez.

Danyal still held her, his attention on his master; Inas brought both of her knees up, aiming to crush his man-parts, as Thelma Delance had described.

The villain gasped, eyes rolling up. His grip loosened, she fell to the floor, rolling, in order to confound the aim of the gun, and there was a confusion of noises, and her father shouting “Run!”—and run she did, her hair streaming and her face uncovered, never looking back, despite the sounds of gunfire behind her.

The house was in the merchant district of the city of Harap, a walk of many days from the prefecture of Coratu, whose principal cities, Iravati and Lahore-Gadani had lately suffered a sudden rash of explosions and fires and unexplained deaths. There were those who said it was a judgment from the gods; that Lahore-Gadani had become too assertive; and Iravati too complacent in its tranquility. The priests had ordered a cleansing, and a month long fast for the entire prefecture. Perhaps it would be enough.

In Harap, though.

In Harap, at that certain house, a boy crossed the street from out of the night-time shadows and made a ragged salaam to the doorman.

“Peace,” he said, in a soft, girlish voice. “I am here to speak with Jamie Moore.”

The doorman gave him one bored look, “Why?”

The boy hefted the sack he held in his left hand. “I have something for him.”

“Huh.” The doorman considered it, then swung sideways, rapping three times on the door. It opened and he said to the one who came forward, “Search him. I’ll alert the boss.”

The search had discovered weapons, of course, and they had been confiscated. The bag, they scanned, discovering thereby the mass and material of its contents. Indeed, the search was notable in that which it did not discover—but perhaps, to off-worlders, such things mattered not.

The door to the searching chamber opened and the doorman looked in.

“You’re fortunate,” he said. “The boss is willing to play.”

So, then, there was the escort, up to the top of the house, to another door, and the room beyond, where a man sat behind a desk, his books piled, open, one upon the other, a notetaker in his hand.

Tears rose. She swallowed them, and bowed the bow of peace.

“I’m Jamie Moore,” the man behind the desk said. “Who are you?”

“I am Inas Bhar, youngest daughter of Scholar Reyman Bhar, who died the death to preserve what I bring you tonight.”

The man looked at her, blue eyes—outworlder eyes—bland and uninterested.

“I don’t have a lot of time or patience,” he said. “Forget the theatrics and show me what you’ve got.”

She swallowed, her throat suddenly dry. This—this was the part of all her careful plans that might yet go awry. She opened the bag, reached inside and pulled out the curiat.

“For you,” she said, holding it up for him to see, “from Thelma Delance.’’

There was a long silence, while he looked between her and the box. Finally, he held out his hands.

“Let me see.”

Reluctantly, she placed the curiat in his hands, watching as he flicked the ivory hooks, raised the lid, fished out a volume, and opened it at random.

He read a page, the next, riffled to the back of the book and read two pages more. He put the book back in the box and met her eyes.

“It’s genuine,” he said and gave her the honor of a seated bow “The Juntavas owes you. What’ll it be? Gold? A husband with position? I realize the options are limited on this world, but we’ll do what we can to pay fair.”

“I do not wish to marry. I want...” She stopped, took a breath and met the bland, blue eyes. “My father was a scholar. He taught me to be a scholar—to read, to reason, to think. I want to continue—in my father’s memory.”

He shrugged. “Nice work, if you can get it.”

Inas drew herself up. “I speak five dialects and three languages,” she said. “I am adept with the higher maths and with astronomy. I read the mercantile, scholarly and holy scripts. I know how to mix the explosive skihi and—” The man behind the desk held up a hand.

“Hold up. You know how to mix skihi? Who taught you that?”

She pointed at the curiat. “Page thirty-seven, volume three.”

He whistled. “You found the cipher, did you? Clever girl.” He glanced thoughtfully down at the box.

“You wouldn’t have used any of that formula, would you? Say, back home or in Lahore-Gadani?”

Inas bowed, scholar to scholar. “They killed my father. He had no sons to avenge him.”

“Right.”

More silence—enough that Inas began to worry about the reasoning going on behind those blue outworlder eyes. It would, after all, be a simple thing to shoot her—and far more merciful than the punishment the priests would inflict upon her, were she discovered dressed in a boy’s tunic and trousers, her face uncovered, her hair cut and braided with green string.

“Your timing’s good,” Jamie Moore said abruptly. “We’ve got a sector chief checking in tomorrow. What I can do, I can show you to the chief, and the two of you can talk. This is sector chief business, understand me?”

Inas bowed. “I understand, Jamie Moore. Thank you.”

“Better hold that until you meet the chief,” he said, and the door opened behind her, though she had not seen him give a signal.

“We’ll stand you a bath, a meal and a bed,” he said, and jerked his head at the doorman. “Get her downstairs. Guard on the door.”

He looked at her once more. “What happens next is up to you.”

She sat on the edge of the chatrue—well, no she didn’t. Properly a chatrue, a female’s bed, would be hidden by a curtain at a height so that even a tall man could not see over. This was hardly a bed meant for a woman...

She sat on the edge of the bed then, with the daybreak meal in dishes spread around her, amazed and appreciative at the amount of food she was given to break her fast.

But, after all—she had come to the house in the clothes of a boy, admitted to taking a son’s duty of retribution to herself; and agreed to meet with the sector chief. These were all deeds worthy of male necessities; hence they fed her as a male would be fed, with two kinds of meat, with porridge of proper sweetness and with extra honey on the side, with fresh juice of the gormel-berry — and brought her clean boy’s clothes in the local style, that she might appear before the sector chief in proper order.

She had slept well, waking only once, at the sound of quiet feet in the stairway. Left behind when she woke then was a half-formed dream: In it she had lost her veils to Danyal, but rather than leer, he had screamed and run, terrified of what he had seen revealed in her face.

Too late now to run, she thought as she slipped back into sleep, both Danyal and her father’s false friend had fallen to her vengeance. And the curiat was in the hands of the infidel.

Inas ate all the breakfast, leaving but some honey. There had been too many days since her father’s death when food had been scarce; too many nights when her stomach was empty, for her to stint now on sustenance.

“Hello, child!” A voice called from outside the door. There followed a brisk knock, with the sound of laughter running behind it. “Your appointment begins now!”

The name of Jamie Moore’s boss was Sarah Chang. She was small and round, with crisp black hair bristling all over her head, and slanting black eyes. Her clothing was simple—a long-sleeved shirt, open at the throat, a vest, trousers and boots. A wide belt held a pouch and a holster. Her face was naked, which Inas had expected. What she had not expected was the jolt of shock she felt.

Sarah Chang laughed.

“You’re the one pretending to be a boy,” she commented, and Inas bowed, wryly.

“I am an exception,” she said. “I do not expect to meet myself.”

“Here, you’re an exception,” the woman corrected, and pointed at one of the room’s two chairs, taking the other for herself. “Sit. Tell me what happened. Don’t leave anything out. But don’t dawdle.”

So, she had told it. The gift of the curiat, the visit of Scholar Hafeez to her father; Humaria’s wedding; the violation of her father’s study, and his brutal questioning; her escape into the night, and return to a house of the unjustly murdered—father, books and servant. Her revenge.

“You mixed a batch of skihi, blew up a couple buildings, disguised yourself as a boy and walked away from it,” Sarah Chang said, by way of summing up. She shook her head. “Pretty cool. How’d you think of all that?”

Inas moved her hands. “I learned from Thelma Delance. The recipe for skihi was in her curiat. She disguised herself as a man in order to pursue her scholarship.”

“So she did.” The woman closed her eyes. “Any idea what I should do with you?”

Inas licked her lips, “I wish to be a scholar.”

“Not the line of work women usually get into, hereabouts.” Sarah Chang’s eyes were open now, and watching carefully.

“Thelma Delance—”

“Thelma was an outworlder,” the boss interrupted. “Like I am. Like Jamie is.”

This woman possessed a man’s hard purpose, Inas thought; she would do nothing for pity. She raised her chin.

“Surely, then, there is some place where I, too, would be an outworlder, and free to pursue my life as I wish?”

Sarah Chang laughed.

“How old are you?” She asked then.

“Fourteen winters.”

The boss tipped her head. “Thirteen Standards, near enough. Regular old maid. And you’ve got a nice touch with an explosive.

“Skihi, for your information, is an extremely volatile mixture. Many explosive experts have the missing fingers to prove it.” She bounced out of her chair and shook her head.

“All right, Inas, let’s go.”

She stayed in her chair, looking up into the slanting black eyes. “Go where?”

“Outworld,” the boss said, and moved an impatient hand, pointing upward, toward the sky—and beyond.

Content

Adventures in the Liaden Universe
Sharon Lee and Steve Miller

Liaden Timeline

Lord of the Dance

Quiet+Knives

This House

Veil of the Dancer